7 things to be done

Please complete all these works before 28/12/2009

1.jahit tulang belut (berbelit-belut dah jari)
2.audit judgment (hopefully boleh buka file tu, ameen..kalau tak mmg nangis)
3.buku usahawan
4.print timetable and calendar academic and also past semesters Q
5.buat chocolate
6.Chipmunk 2 with Mak Andak and anak-anaknya
7.tolong kak ros kat DSB

Tulang belut dah siap dan dah di amek pon tadi. cramp tangan tak terkata. Alhamdulillah, terlepas satu beban dah. Besok tengok muvee kat Pyramid. Yay!! lame dah tak pegi. Kerinduan yang amat tp poket kosong. Ni yang tak syiok ni. No. 7 ni memang mantap la. Tak sabar rasanye nak tunggu hari ahad pagi. Off to DSB at 7.30. The best part ialah..jeng jeng jeng..tolong Kak Ros jaga pendaftaran untuk student master!! hahah..cuci mata la pe lagi. (Haih, menjadi-jadi la pulak kegatalan aku lately ni. No wonder why jerawat kat muke tgh banyak memekar. Padan muke kau, sape suroh gatal sgt. hahaha)

kau ni biar betul???!!!

Are you serious in having a fixed relationship???
Naaaaa....forget about it..
Bile fikir balik cuak ok..
Just wait and wait until you reached 22.
Shooh..shooh..
Study dulu...
Just after 22, then you can start thinking about your big future..
Future for everything..

Be my friend forever

Nag

Why people just can't understand how to treat others nicely?? They watched and are watching a lot of motivation series but yet they can't take into consideration what the motivator talks. They want their son and daughters to watch motivation shows and all the forums but they didn't do. Macam ketam mengajar anaknya berjalan, padahal die sendiri pon.....

Do talk nicely la if you want to. I'm just taking a nap after my long sleep. If you want us to tidy up the house just said it nicely. We will do it with an open hearted. You know, you are ruining my whole day. I'm getting moody just because of you nagging in the morning. I'm really not in the good mood where I throw my lappy. Alhamdulillah it is still ok where the proof is, I'm using it to wote this.

She always said "ha, tula pasal nape result teruk, belajar bagai nak rak tapi sebab tak berkat tu la" ERGH!!!! Can you stop talking about my result?? Its you who where not blessing me. Deep in your heart you want me to success. I've tried to change to be a good daughter as you want and why can't you do the same thing as I do. You said I'm stubborn and always resist you. That's because I want to stand on the truth. Takpela..Aku ni seperti menegakkan benang yang basah sahaja.

You always said that I'm better from the others when it comes to 'kerajinan'. I'm willing to send my sister for tuition, swimming, and .... Why can't you just look at me from the good side. Nobody is perfect in this world. Kalau nak keluar ngan kawan pon jadi masalah jugak where you are reluctant to let us go unless if I'm outing with my siblings. 24hours asek ngan sibs je. Bagi la chance sekali sekali ngan member.

Now, I keep my mouth zip. If you want to nag, just nag as much as you want until you are tired of nagging and nagging and nagging! Apa yang boleh buat kau puas hati adalah mendiamkan diriku ini tanpa berbunyi sedecit pon dan angkat kaki chiao. Kalau ko bebel lagi aku buat bilik ni cam bilik sewa.

The old tradition in the new era

People when they are at the age of 16 or 18 for girls usually get married to their prince charming or by a guy that was arrange by their family. When I was in the secondary school, I never dream of being married at the early teenage. When people said, "haaa..kalau jadi pengapit nanti kahwin cepat". Of course I'm afraid to be a wife of a husband too early but now, I wish a guy 3 - 5 years older from me, came and said "will you marry me?", but he must be in a stable condition which he is working, has car, and so on. Best nye. aku dah sah memang miang dah ni. Hahah. 'Wait Fatin..wait..until you finished your studies'. This matter always scared me when people always said you will found your soul mate or whatever mate when you are studying. When you are working, usually you will found your duda mate or suami orang. Parah lah hidup macam ni.

I think I was influenced by this girl ------->>>

Look at her face properly. Guess how old is she?? 17 years babe. The baby is hers. I really can't believe it. She has been through her daily school with her fat tummy. Amazing! I've never found such a young mother in this new era. Her baby is just 2 months. Respect la kat ko ika. I first met her when I went to Janda Baik yesterday with the ARI's staffs and also the RA's.

Reading novels or watching dramas also may get me influenced a lot. Nur Kasih was the most happy story ever. There, lots of lesson I learned. Now, I'm reading a novel written by Aisya Sofea called Adam and Hawa. Hawa was just 20 year old and waiting for her university's application results, married to Adam who is 27 year old, working as a pilot. Lagi sekali perempuan kahwin muda.

Which one do you prefer most?? kahwin muda or di penghujung 20an ??

Waiting for something

Am I too workaholic??
Yup, sometimes I do feel the same too. I thought of taking the habits from my dad. Relaxing at home doing nothing was much bored rather than working. You work, you earn money. You sleep, you earn fats. But for me, I took both statements where I work, I earn money and also earn fats. Eeuuwww...that's disgusting. If I were just sitting at home doing nothing, yet I still can't have fun with you guys. Sometimes when I'm not lepak-ing with you guys it doesn't mean that I'm avoiding you, but it just a small problems where I didn't have enough money to spend until the end of the month. I do shopping thingy when I have extra money at the end of the month. So, collecting money from now on is better than having a deficiency in your purse.

Almost 2 o'clock in the morning,
I didn't sleep yet. Ibu, ayah, adik & achik are at Melaka visiting my Grandma while me and my sister were enjoying our life in Shah Alam. Enjoy ke? of course la..I watched movie, I ate Big n Tasty. It's all just for free and not to forget that I got a piece of blouse for really cheap. Mak Andak was the one sponsored for me and my sister's day out at Bukit Raja. At least we did something as a return by taking care her lil daughters. Lolipop from Famous Amous pon Mak Andak belikan. Childish! Alaaa..tak dapat nak upload pic anak-anak mak andak memandangkan the card reader having problems.

5 hours more..
I need to prepare myself for a picnic at Janda Baik. I thought of baking a chocolate cake. Yet, I realised that there were no Mazola Oil in the cabinet and also the cocoa powder. I decided to change my plan. I went out to the grocery and bought 10 eggs. Actually there are still lots of eggs in the fridge but I'm a bit afraid to take it because I don't want Ibu keep on nagging and what ever for taking the eggs for my own purpose. I forgot to set the time for the Puding Caramel to be ready. I just make my own assumption when the due time. While waiting for the Puding Caramel finished, I made chocolates for the order being assigned by Ibu while we were on our way back from Mak Andak's house. Finally, 36 hearted chocolates are ready for packaging and being sold to Aunty Zanariah.

Kak Niza, I'm waiting for you to pick me up at my house this morning!!

Mengisi masa yang tak begitu lapang

Sudah lama tidakku menjejakkan jari-jemari ku ke laman web ini.
Cerita ku kosong. Kosong seperti tin kosong.

10hb tarikh keramat bagi semua orang tetapi tidak bagiku.
Aku tidak mahu melihatnya berulang kali memandangkan hasilnya tidak mencapai tahap yang memuaskan. Jadi kawan-kawan, tak payah lah tanya pasal benda tu langsung eh walaupun belum keluar lagi bendanya.

Sedang aku asyik membuat kerja, tetibe kepala ku tersengguk-sengguk. Puas aku mengacau orang lain tapi tak jalan juga. Terpaksa la juga buka laman web ni semate-mate untuk menghilangkan rasa kemengantukan. Nak buka facebook pon tak leh. Nak buka pape entertainment pon tak leh. Akhirnya kesini jua lah aku pergi.

Jam hampir menunjukkan pukul 1 tengahari. Sebentar lagi aku akan ke SSM. Haaaa..bosan sungguh. Harap-harap tak payah lah kene tunggu lame macam semalam. Aku juga berharap supaya semua maklumat yang aku mahu akan berada di dalam tanganku sebelum jam 5.
Senang-senang kang aku print je semua. Maklumlah semalam baru gune RM27. Ade lagi RM173 untuk ku memborong segala maklumat syarikat. Macam shopping ape je.

Kerja lagi satu ni entah bila lah nak siap. Benci betul US ni banyak sangat U nye..tak termampu dah aku nak wat. Gara-gara ngantuk pon sebabkan US ni lah jugak. Terpaksa berjage sampai kol 5 pagi. Awatla hang punye U tak banyak macam U kat NZ..senang sikit kerjaku. Go, chaiyok!!!

Hujung minggu ni pulak ibu ayah nak balik kampung. Mau ikut ke tak eh?? sebab ARI nak pegi picnic. Tapi ibu dah bagi kelulusan nak pegi jalan-jalan Sabtu ni. Tapi Ija tak de. tak bestnye!!!
Minggu depan pon seminggu Ija tak masuk ofis. Haaaa...bakal kebosanan. Ayah cuti minggu depan. Boleh lah memandu ke tempat kerja ngan sesuke hati. Yay!!

Kemengantukan dah hilang, jadi aku nak sambung lagi sikit ngan US ni, dan berangkat pergi solat dan ke PAS. Kak Ros, balik kang orang belikan Kak Ros Donut Durian from Big Apple eh. Tunggguuuuu......

Layout blog ku pon dah bertukar. Terima kasih Kak Farra bagi laman web nie. heheh. Rajin-rajin la melawat blog Kak Farra ni. die wat business online. http://www.grabsomestuff.blogspot.com/

Sekian, Wassalam.

Revealed everything

Case 1

Location: Swimming pool
People involved: Ilmy, Ridhwan & Ustaz bahasa arab.

It was the day where we were having swimming class coached by my Ustaz Bahasa Arab. I was late for the class, so Ridhwan and Ilmy decided to go to the swimming pool first for the swimming class because I'm not ready yet with my swimming stuff. So, as they go I found my swimming suit. I wore this type of swimming suit:

At least I'm not wearing the two pieces one. I tried to find another one that fully covered my body but I can't because I forgot to bring it and somebody said to me that I need to rush and it's ok for me just to wear the one I put on. I came down to the pool and having the swimming class like the day before. I'm proud of my friends and my coached because they didn't stared at me weirdly and didn't said "pehal engkau kat luar pakai tudung lek lok tetibe mandi pakai sexy cam ni pulak".hahah. Nice to have friends like them because they didn't complaint a single word thou.

Case 2

Location: in front of my house

People involved: ateyn and her friends

This case happened when all the people are tiredly sleeping with snoring soundly. As I woke up in the morning I found that my cars gone missing. Luckily, my sister wasn't back home that night, so she use the BFT one.The one gone missing are BFR and JHC. I was a bit upset that time because we can't go back to our village since the family's car have been missing but I am a bit happy because they replace it with 4 different cars. Myvi, Wira, Kancil and Mitsubishi. There, I booked Myvi so that I can use it to UiTM. Accumulated all my cars now are 5. That was so...many. I told my mom about that. She said that it's our rezeki. After several hours, ateyn came to my house and she said that she pranked me on my birthday. =( tak dapat Myvi tu.

Case 3

Location: area Shah Alam

People involved: Najlaa and several people that I don't know who they are.

This time, where I asked my lil sis to drive the red Mazda car similar like this one that you can open their roof.

but, she drove it badly. So, I took it and drove to my house. As I reached a junction near my house, I found two other red cars similar like the one I drive but theirs are Cecila and Ferrari if I'm not mistaken. I followed them and stared at them. Suddenly, they asked me an address. I looked at the address and I realized it was my friend live in Bukit Jelutong. They didn't know how to ge them, so I'm the one who will lead the way to BJ. But that time, it was raining and I don't know how to use the roof to cover the car. So, we rest a while at a nearby house until the rain stop falling. There we talk and talk and talk. FYI, the driver of the Ferrari and Cecila are boys and they brought together their partners. Hah..melepas! While talking with them, I realized that the Mazda car is mine, so after this, I do not have to trouble myself following my father to campus. I can bring my own car to class everyday. Bestnye!!!

Dreams for the Longman Dictionary means that:

1. a series of thought, images, and feelings that you experience when you are asleep or
   
2. a wish to do, be, or have something that you would like to happen or
   
3. think about something else and not give your attention to what is happening around you or
   
4. imagining that you have done, seen, or heard something that you have not
   

Mine is number 1. =D

My bunch-it stomach

i've been working in the faculty of accoutancy for 3 consecutive days where my main task is eating and eating and eating until my stomach now get bunc now. luckily i've been doing the sit up every night before bed time stories.hahah..kurang la skit..tp still bunc..hahhah...

Faculty ni mmg kaya ngn food la senang cte. Everyday, there will be non-stop events being handled by the faculty either for the internal programs nor the external programs. Usually they serve for morning break, then lunch and tea break. You can see how fat I am now. Nanti mak dara ngan anak dara pun orang dah tak reti beza. hahah. hasilnye hujung tahun ni. tunggu....

half past 2 already but i didn't have any work to do. See, i've told you that I did nothing here. Just waiting for the coordinator or boss senang cite bagi kerja. Marks for the finals sedang di key in and I'm the one who keyed in the marks. Sadly, its for postgraduate students. Talking about marks too, I saw several papers for FAR500 marked by Dr Am. FAR500 for part 6 students kan? kire ok la..i didn't tell anyone. hahah. I've met also Pn. Aliza and Pn. Rosni today and yesterday. Guys, mereka dah habis tanda our papers. Pn. Aliza said "OK!". but i don't know how far ok Pn. Aliza tu. Pagi tadi pulak terjumpa Pn. Rosni dekat admin level 12. Guess what she's doing?? Key in markah kite tau. Kalau lah mate ni jahat, memang dah curik tengok lame dah tau. hehe. No wonder la why Pn. Shima doesn't allow accounting students doing their SKP in the same faculty. Glad I got the job because I'm not working in the undergraduate office. But, pagi tadi memang mantap betul la where I entered 'Bilik Pertukaran Skrip'. Lecturers kept their completed script in that bilik kebal tau. Haih, bile-bile mase nak wat dajal nie boleh.

Kak Rosni yang staff admin siswazah nie pulak gatal borak ngan kawan nye pasal nak pegi swimming pool. Aduih. Teliur dengar nak g swimming pool. Tengokla nanti, satu hari nanti nak pulun pegi mandi pool puas-puas. Disamping itu dapat menyelim kan perut yang bunc nie..hahahh.

TTFN. out for zuhur prayer. nanti terkantoi ngan Dr. Am pulak coz I'm using her PC. =)

Homemade Chocolate now available in the MARKET!!!

Finally!!!!

I've made my own chocolate. Seronok rasenye. cantikkan??

Hazelnut, Cappucino, Mint and Raisins.

Just for a night, we had made about 270 chocolates with varieties of flavour and shapes.

Strawberry, orange, cappucino, mint, raisins, hazelnut. Yummy2.

Ini adalah kerja sampingan kami. So, if anyone interested in eating this yummy chocolate, do call us, we are proud to receive any order from u guys.. =)

It only cost you 60 cent for each chocolate.

Don't miss this chance.

Grab ur lil sweety chocolate now!!!

Feel the bad moments

Cause I had a bad day,

I'm taking one down,

I sing a sad song just to turn it around,

I say I don't know,

I tell you don't lie,

I work on a smile and I go for a ride.

I had a bad day,

the camera don't lie,

I'm coming back down and I really don't mind,

I had a bad day,

I had a bad day.

I really had a bad day today where....

Am I supposed to express everything?

I think so, this one will help me calm down.

Still can't forget the moments where I was in primary school. Usually this primary school students like to have their own biodata book where all their friends biodata was compiled in a book, so that it will be last forever and never being deleted. But for me, I do not believe in it since the biodata book has been dissapeared for years.

What was the common questions being asked by them? "apakah memori paling sedih pernah awak alami?" ataupun "kenangan pahit yang pernah awak lalui." Not to forget too, sometimes english school teachers like to gave homework on an essay title "Unforgettable moments", or "The most bad experience you ever had in your life". Mine wasn't that bad until 12/11/2009 came.

1. I asked my mom for a picnic. She said "NO" if the place were Pantai.
2. I went out with my 'ntah' friend, there I'm not happy at all because the answer is always 'NTAH'.
3. I missed two trains at KL Sentral because the train were fully extremely occupied.
4. Sitting in the train where the electricity down for twice. (Sempat main Roman time nie..hahah)
5. Texting people on Celcom but there's no reply because the message were pending and yet Celcom having problem of network coverage. (tak de gune pon, text org Maxis pon x b'reply. Conclusion: x yah ade hp.)
6. Waiting Along to pick me up at the Batu 3 station for almost an hour.
7. Reached home at 10 o'clock which I supposed to be home at 6pm.
8. My eyes getting red and having headache because i felt asleep with contact lenses stick in my eyes.

I'm really2 having bad day for today. One way I did in managing my stress was getting the social support from my friends. There, I talked to them because I need someone to talk to. I can't bear all my problems alone. I'm just not that type of person that keep on silence as long as they want and make people uneasy and guilty with them. I cried for couple of minutes. There, all my problems gone. Now, I'm happy!!! Happy and happy and happy...lalalalalalalalala...

Homemade Chocolate..yummy2

The heart chocolate contains almond.
The pink leaves contains strawberry filling.

The white roses contains caramel.

This is Oreo covered with chocolate. Eventhough the chocolate are not in the container, but the taste of the Oreo is still crunchy and yummy.

Hope that one day I can make this yummy homemade chocolate. The taste of the chocolate were the same like the Cadbury one but it contains less sugar. So, it just suit with your tounge.

Ibu, teach me how to cook chocolate. I love cooking and I want to have my own chocolate. Do teach me Ibu, so that I can give the chocolate to my lover. Isn't it shuuuwweeeettt??? hahah..

From my humble opinion, I think chocolate is the best present to give to others because it have all the elements needed in a person. How about you??

Did I really kissed a boy??

I wasn't aware that I had kissed a boy when I was 5.

I felt ashamed for kissing a boy.

I realised this when someone told me about the kissing thingy.

Along said so.

So does Ibu when I asked her 2 days ago.

She said that I was very naughty that time.

I teased other children.

Can you imagine how?

Argghhhh....

Along had been awarded with good behavior when she first entered Severn Infant School.

and I? I got nothing.

Just burdening my parents where they had to go to see the headmistress many times.

Because of me.

I hurt people. Lots of people.

I make troublesss.

and I was the lil young devil..hahahahahh

Talking about kissing, no wonder why Luke or Robin doesn't mind about me kissing them.

Because I am a cute malay girl. =)

You can see the difference of me when I am 19 and when I was 5.

Urrrggghhh!!!

Hope that time can walk back, so that I can get my pretty young face back.

Okay, I'm just dreaming. Oh. please go away, pang! pang! wake up! wake up! It's 2009 already.

FYI, I got the award too!!!

" CONGRATULATIONS, Fatin! You did it! For being polite and working hard."

Signed by E.J.Morris, date:14/7/95

At last, I am a good girl. Everybody loves me.. =) xoxo

I love you too guys!!!

Back in 1995

Mrs. Ansell, I love you so much!!!

Raya time. Hoping that one day, we will meet again.

Tidak ku sangka dunia ini sangatlah kecil.
Lebih 2 tahun aku belajar di Fakulti Perakaunan.
Baru hari ini aku sedar.
Ya, hari ini baru aku sedar.
Bahawa aku belajar di bawah satu bumbung dengan rakan lama ku.
Rakan yang telah aku tinggalkan 14 tahun lalu.
Rakan sekolah ketika di sekolah dahulu.
Severn Infant School, Cardiff adalah tempat kami menuntut ilmu.
Mengapa baru hari ini aku perasan?
Ouh, sungguh kejam sekali diriku ini.
Setelah 14 tahun tidak berjumpa, aku sangat kagum dengannya.
Kagum kerana dia mampu mengingati segala kenangan dahulu.
Tanpanya, mungkin hingga hari ini aku masih juga tidak sedar bahawa dunia ini kecil.
Aku hanya mampu mengingati Ms. Gabriel yang aku penah libas nya dahulu.
Melibasnya dengan jaket jeansku dan mencalarkan tangannya sehingga luka.
(Hisyyy..kecik2 lagi da pndai jd gangster. MasyaAllah)
Dan juga yang aku mampu ingat adalah Mrs. Ansell.
Mengapa?
Kerana dia cantik bagiku.

Alex,
I will never forget the day where you were trying to kiss me.
Luckily, my leg ran faster than you.
and a big appreciation to the bell because you rang at the exact time.
You save my life from being kissed by Alex.
Mesti lawakkan kalau dapat jumpa Alex ni.
Die pun mesti ketawakan aku.
Bercerita pasti tak ingat dunia.

Hanya satu impianku.
Mahu menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah itu semula.
Mahu berjumpa dengan Kathy dan Lucy dan Alex dan juga Syed.
Mahu berjumpa dengan Mrs. Morris, Ms. Gabriel dan juga Mrs. Ansell.

Jadi, apa yang perlu ku lakukan adalah dengan berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk menjejakkan kaki semula di bumi United Kingdom. Mereka pasti tersenyum bangga melihatku. =)

A Day before the Graduation Day

This picture is special for those in UK. We flew our mortar board just for you.

kami boleh grad dimana-mana tempat pon..asalkan cantik dan unik

yay!!! 'saya grad dgn ANC' kata Dato' Arif sambil dilihat oleh bakal isterinya, Datin Nisa.

preparation before shooting

This time will be the most memorable time where we all went out for shooting in the studio and also at the Sentul Park. Best sgt..the funniest part when a guard came to us and want our permission letter to shoot in Sentul Park. Hahah..we took for personal la pakcik. He thought it was for commercial. Gile hebat la kan. Cam model pulak kitorang nie. hahahah... The studio session started at 12.30 till 1.30 and away we go to Arif's house. At 5.00pm we change our venue from Morib Beach to Sentul Park. There we took few graduation's snap but that was not enough at all..tapi OK la..bes jgk..hopefully we can spent more time like this after we end up our bachelor in accountancy... =)

My Convocation Day

I woke up as early as 6.30 am and get myself ready for today's convocation.
I can't believe that I had finished my diploma and now, I am part of the UiTM Alumni.
Entering the hall is not the frighten thing ever compared to walking on the stage.
But..but the most weirdo was we walked along the red carpet using mask.
You will laugh if you see us walking with the robe and mortar board covered with the mask on your nose and mouth.
No one recognize you seince all the graduates look the same.

The moment where I said will be the worst part where I was left alone. I thought everryone will enjoy taking picture after the convocation day. Yet, I was wrong. Many of them went back home and when the time I realized everyone was at home, I was very dissapointed because I'm willing to stay because I wanna have a good great pictures with all my friends. I told Ibu to go home first and I will wait for Ayah at 7.00pm. I went downstairs looking for someone but nothing I found. I went back to Ayah's office and sit there alone until I get sleepy. Several times I nod my head saying yes and sometimes it went to the left. Haha. Nasib baek takde orang perasan.

I end up my boredom by asking a permission to Ayah using his office desktop to use the net. I went out and took his notebook and doing his work in it. Thank you Ayah for letting me use your office desktop even you were having lots of work to be completed. Facebook...TOT! block by the UiTM web. Luckily they don't block the blogspot, or else I will continue on nodding my head at the cushion. What i found by surfing the net is...

the examination timetable...yahooo!!!
Thursday, 29/10/2009, 9.00-12.00 : FAR400
Sunday, 1/11/2009, 9.00-11.00 : CTU553
Sunday, 1/11/2009, 2.15-5.15 : MGT534
Thursday, 5/11/2009, 2.15-5.15 : CRG520
Sunday, 8/11/2009, 2.15-5.15 : MAF420
Wednesday, 11/11/2009, 2.15-5.15 : PSA420

Good luck guys in preparing for your finals. Hope that all of us will success with flying colours.

I'm happy too because I got 7 presents for my convocation which are:

1. a bouquet of roses from my parents.
2. 3 bouquet of flowers with a bear on the middle of it from the PRPK's staffs.
3. a cute small bear from my adik.
4. 2 salam kaup from maktok and ayah's staff.

Thanks to those who gave me presents and thanks to those that came for my convocation. I really really appreciate it.

Hope my life's in UiTM for today will end up early as early as possible. =)

Heartless

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold?
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though

I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't goin' speak so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don't know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin' talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got somethin' new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Blogging solve nothing

one thing that i learned from blogging was...
the fact that blog kills people lots.

1. people may interpret what you say differently.
2. everyone read your blog.
3. it's a not a good diary.
4. it's non-personal anymore.
5. do write about good things only.
6. don't ever write about your feelings.
7. don't ever mention other peoples name when you write bad things about them.
   
8. .......

it happened to me one day where i was trying to make things better yet it become worse.
i know my bad.
sorry to everyone if you were involved in my story.

It started with a LIE

I thought things can be settled down by telling lies to others.
I thought lies can be a better way to protect others feeling.
I thought lies can be the best things ever.
I thought lies is everything to me.

Time goes by..
people will not know that you were lying..
but one day the truth will be revealed..
there, the situation will be more complicated..
where involved many people..
prepare your weapons to protect yourself by giving good reasons for your lies.

it happened where i lied to my parents just because I want to hangout with my friends.
There i told her lies when she discovered that I'm not at home when the clock reached 9.
I don't wanna call her because i knew that i will be a bit nervous.
I don't wanna look obvious telling lies,so i text them saying that..
"Ibu,ayah..angah tak siap lagi kerja group ngan kwn angah..kalau nak balik kol 10 pon dah tak sempat sebab memang takkan habis malam ni. Sorry ibu, ayah angah lambat bagi tau."

I was so so so mean that time because i wasn't actually doing group work but guess where i was??
Tour around the One Utama.
I stayed at my friends' house for 3 days 2 nights, yet they didn't asked me anything where the hell i'm going without updating them everyday. That's beacause i'm afraid to tell more lies.
See there, you won't feel better if you started to lie at the first place.
Just be honest with them. If they do not let you going out, just accept the fact that they have good reasons for not letting us hangout and what not.
They care us. They love us. and they don't want bad things happen to us.

The morale of this story is be honest with yourself, your parents, and also your friends.
Lies can't solve anything.
You can't run from the truth cause we are not being born to be a liar.
We are bad in lying.
Don't get angry with the person who scolded your for being a liar.
It's for the sake of your life.

Make yourself free from lies. Live in a good and healthy life without lies. =)

Home Alone again

left alone at home once again.
left alone at home with all the clothes in the machine.
left alone with the house not being sweep yet.
left alone with all the messy things in the kitchen.
left alone at home with tonnes of assignments to be completed.
argghhhh!!!!'

Ayah advised me not to follow them to Cik An's house.
I felt guilty at first because they are my cousin.
but I take it positively since there are lot of assignments need to be finished.
and i hate the messages left by ibu before she went out.

Angah, nanti sapu rumah.
Angah, nanti mop rumah.
Angah, nanti angkat baju.
Angah, nanti sidai baju.
Angah, tula ni laaa...bla..bla..bla..

and i replied back "hurm!"

i'm tired to do all the stuff when i have lots of things to think of.
and just now along asked me to the shop to top up her cellphone.
and just now achik went back home.
supposedly he has tuition and i was wandering if he had his planned for today.
not going for tuition and lepak?
argghhh!!!

take a deep breath..
calm down..

zanna was asking whether i can go to detol's house or not.
and i don't know what to say.
haaa..tu la..awat hang gatai sgt balek umah..
kan da prob skang nie...

away to complete all the task given... =(

Semuanya sia-sia

Salah aku lah semua....
salah aku la weyhh..
memang salah aku...
berjam-jam aku duduk depan laptop mengarang ayat...
tp nie lah yg aku dapat...
satu perkataan yg cukup tidak menyenangkan hati...
nape nak categorized kn cam tu??
suke hati ekau je kan??
beragak la weyhh!!!
aku nie bukannye laki..
perempuan kayh...
sensitip pulak tuhh...
bla r psycho!!!

The 7th post of the month

There isn't much to say for today.
It's just because i'm practising myself in posting 7 post at least each month.

What makes me sad today??

• Apis lambat pulang buku pinjaman. dah kene denda 80 sen tapi apis yang bayar. tetapi ini telah menjatuhkan reputasiku untuk mendapat pelajar cemerlang. (hahah..berangan la nak dapat best student)
• My parents didn't tell about having an apen house on this saturday. This means that they don't want me to involve in this open house event. I didn't say anything. At least inform me. I was abondened by them. =(

What makes me happy today??

• I've bought achik a pendrive that cost me only Rm24. This is for his 17th belated birthday. Achik, I know I owe you many gadgets like your mp3, headphones and also your 128mb pendrive (dah hilang pon..heheh). So, I replace it with a new one and its capacity is larger than the previous one. Hope u'll happy with it.
• Going sahur with Ika!! yeay! this is Ika's idea but I like too. Luckily, i don't have much to do for tomorrow classes. So, tonight... 'kite enjoy!!'
• Finished reading Shopaholic and baby. It's fun. You should read it since Becky Bloomwood have many crazy things in her mind and how Luke being patient with her in fulfilling his luxury desires.

Ok! I've got to go. Chiao's for CTU's class that is really2 ... urm, u solve it by yourself.. =)

Celcom 1+5 like shitttt....

pity to my brother n pity to myself too.
cause his bill has reached the maximum amount.
i was wondering how on earth he can called people till the bill was RM249.00
Like shit mann.
he only make an outgoing calls to his sub-line only.
and it happen rarely when he called outsiders.

i have to face all this things because the bill is registered using my i/c number.
i'm the one who will be blacklisted if they didn't pay.
but i'm very sure that he is trying his best to pay back the RM249.00
or else i can't apply any loan in the future.

how can celcom states their terms and conditions that they have the rights not to tell their customers bout any amendments made by them. jahat gile!!!
i'm just warning you guys not to use anymore with this celcom 1+5 even i'm using it now under my parents.
UOX is the best or Hotlink Youth Club.
even if you like to 'gayot' 24 hours, forget about the bill.
just use prepaid. It is more safety.
Postpaid is like a credit card and prepaid is like a debit card.
Which one you prefer more?
have a healthy life without any debts. =)

DON'T REGISTER YOUR LINE UNDER POSTPAID PLAN. PLEASE3X...

Sukar untuk menerima kenyataan

why is it hard to accept the fact that those people are leaving us?

i wish that i've never met them before.

kenape lah ditakdirkan mereka datang dalam hidupku dan pergi begitu sahaja?
ya, aku mengaku yang mereka banyak memberikan kebahagiaan dalam hidupku tapi kenapa sekarang?
hari-hari yang mendatang bakal memberikan kesuraman kepadaku dan rakan-rakanku yang lain.
tapi aku harus menerima takdir yang telah ditentukan.
mereka pergi untuk mengejar ilmu.
dan aku di Malaysia harus meneruskan cita-cita ku untuk belajar hingga ke menara gading.
kita yang masih di tanah air tempat tumpahnya darah kita harus dan perlu bersemangat.
Raya yang bakal tiba esok hari bakal kurang bermakna padaku.
entahlah..mood untuk beraya dah hilang.

Rakan di universiti lain.
rakan di sekolah juga lain.
kegembiraan terserlah pabila menghantar rakan-rakan sekolah melanjutkan pelajaran di negara orang tapi berlainan buat rakan universiti kerana kesedihan bersama air mata mengiringi pemergian mereka.
mengapa ada nya perbezaan antara mereka?

fatin filzah..terimalah kenyataan bahawa kamu perlu meneruskan hidup kamu seperti biasa dan jangan terlalu memikirkan semua ini kerana ia bakal membawa padah.

eee..nape aku tak dapat terima kenyataan ni?? benci ngan hidup ini!!!

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Hectic Day (hectic ke??)

7.00am
went out from house

7.20am
reached UiTM and quickly go to ptar24

8.30am
still facebook-ing

9.00am
x habis2 blogging

10.20am
FAR

12.30pm
PSA

2.10pm
CRG

4.10pm
MGT (presentation!!! kaci cukop weapons ok)

6.00pm
ready nak buke puase at Naz's house

8.30pm
apekah yg akan sy lakukan pada waktu ini??? tungguuu..hahhaha

p/s:bosan snanye kat ptar24 nie...x tau nk wt ape...ok..nak start study pule...

menghabiskan hari2 terakhir bersama....

YANA

haaa..for 2 days i'd spent my time with this beautiful girl...ni lah minah yg nak fly pegi UK dah...i'm gonna miss her ssooooo much...

GAMER

we went to watch gamer on thursday night...actualy, there were 11 of us watching and suddenly the number of people decreasing to 8 only..where's the other 3?? hahah..mereka sebenarnye sesat nk ke OU..smp tersampai kat Puchong and then they end up going back to Shah Alam and watched UP..I wanna watch up too..People said the movie was so shweeet!! auuwww...

RASTA

wah..mentang2 bru pukol 11 eh...mau lepak lagi yaaa...this is because arif n nisa...memenuhi permintaan mereka mau lepak di Rasta..I don't like Rasta much because the price there doubled the normal price at mamak's restaurant..We sat there and talked until my watch shows at 2 o'clock in the morning..and maf's assignment terbengkalai tak terbuat...When we wanted to go back, we found a sesat bibik..came from nowhere..i dont have any idea where she comes from..
Bibik..bibik..comel pulak tuu...ni lah bibik nye...

have a look at aizzaty's face...gelisah kah anda?? heheh..ika..tersenyum lebar...
MURNI

The place where we have our breaking fast. I love their blended..yummy2..the first time I went there I ordered honeydew blended and for the second time I have Honeydew blended too..but this time I shared with Yana or else my stomach will get bloated..I ate loh si fan too in the claypot with yana also..Nasib baik share ngan yana food tu..kalau x, jd syaitonirrajim nye frens laa...huhuh...membazir kalau tak habis..We end up eating there around 10 o'clock..this is Zira's food.. Spagetthi Carbonara..delicious!! ummm...

ANDALUS

Andalus is a place where people sisha..they said the taste were good and smooth..this is the fourth time i went there if i'm not mistaken...what i like at Andalus is the smell of their asap...hahah..sedap bau...we played memory using cards and Zira won the game..and then we played CLUEDO..I like that game..at first, its difficult to understand the rules of the game and how to play and as we started to play, its easier actualy...and I'm the winner for the game..huhu..we took more than hour to finished it until Lzr fall asleep... I end the game with the statement 'PUTEH bunuh Ridhwan menggunakan ROPE di dalam SPA'..huhu...tipu je snanye statement tu..At 3++, we heading back t0 PJ to eat Nasi Lemak Power bak kate Zira..The nasi lemak was so tiny and small and I don't know it cost how much because Hazwan treat us for Sahur..urmm..I had a heavy food by eating Nasi Lemak Suri...While on the way back from Andalus, ternampak la satu kereta BMW putih plat AW41 (betul ke cam nie??) but the most important thing is Awal..I saw him..haahha..Yana sempat cakap Hye lagi kt die...tu je..excited sbb terjumpe die..tp die lepak kat Castle not Andalus..

RUMAH SEWA YANA,LZR,ZIRA,ZATY

This rumah sewa Jalan Plumbum will be the last place for me..we reached there around 6am..and then I took out my contact lenses and fall asleep..I woke up at 7am and have my Subuh prayer and then I continue back sleeping until my watch shows 12pm..that's great..I never woke up at 12..penangan lepak punya pasal smp ke pagi..amek kau..hahah..once in a blue moon..nways, I enjoyed much since it was with Yana...nanti rindu kat die..ni lah masenye nak lepak puas2 ngan yana...kan yana kan? =)

Ekspidisi mencari kasut raya di Pyramid

The journey started at 10.30 where I fetched my little sister from her tuition center and brought her straight away to Sunway Pyramid with my other sisters. There, ibu gave us money to buy shoes for raya. I told my mom at the first place where I just wanna go find a pair of shoes and rush back home because I have lots of work to be finished up before Tuesday but time passed by so quickly that i didn't realized i spent approximately 5 hours there just to find a pair of shoes each. The first one who got her shoes would be my youngest sister. Adik, next time I will buy your shoes after I got mine. Mentang-mentang la dah dapat dulu, asal nak balik cepat je. If it wasn't in the fasting month, for sure I give her something that can silent up her merengekness tu. We still searching for a nice pair of shoes. There we walk and walk until we reached Parkson. There,we had tested the hypnos perfume. At that time, while testing, I discovered someone who I haven't contact him since the last 2 years. Why am I always seeing him lately?? but too coward to have a talk with him. Hish! benci la hidup ini. This is the actual story I wanna talk about. He was walking with his family and I didn't know if he saw me. Lemme tell you the chronology of meeting him after he decided pursuing his study in Malaysia. Bak kate pepatah, 'hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negara sendiri, lebih baik di negara sendiri'. macam tu eh? dah terlupe lah pulak peribahase nie.

1. where I met him in Bukit Raja with her girlfriend and he wore white shirt.
   
2. while I was in Jamilah (JLH 8509), he walked thru the car and got in the car behind Jamilah which is green Myvi and I didn't know who drove it. He wore white shirt too.
3. when I was rushing to Arab's class after having CTU at DK3. Dia pakai putih lagi.
4. this is the last and newest one which I saw him this evening. wearing white too.

Pehal die suke sangat putih nie? Entah2 wardrobe die full of white tshirts only tak?? hahah
Why did I always saw him lately? I'm trying to avoid this from happened. Eeeey...pegi lah jauh jauh kamu ni perasaan. You will receive nothing if you keep on tracking and stalking him. I remind it.. NOTHING!!!
Did he noticed me when I was walking in front of him in the 3rd situation above?? I walked through him and I really look straight in his eyes. I did and he did too I think. Ok, the fact is I'm afraid to see him again since the last tragedy in 2006. I won't forget that and what amazed me was because I've been waiting him since 1999 where I first met him and know him in 1998. Almost 10 years. Mak aih..lame gile weyh. I prefer being like this from hurting other peoples feeling just because of hunting this 'white tshirt' guy. Nak pakai putih je jugak la lepas nie, baru boleh same sentiasa. hahah..lawak gile hidup asek putih je, baik pakai telekung terus je ke mane-mane. hahah.
Back to my purpose of going to Pyramid, nak cari kasut la of course kan. I got mine and my elder sister too but pity with alang, the one she wants most tak ade size. Kesian kan. Never mind alang, you still can have one later.
And..and..the most thing that I was very very very happy is because I bought my dad a shirt. Actualy we bought. We make a contribution of 30 bucks each for the Bonia shirt. Huhuh.. Ayah, tu kire as pengganti hadiah for your birthday lah eh. Special tu ayah dapat baju raye tau. Khas from your daughters. Ayah, hopefully you'll happy with the shirt.
We end up our shopping in J.CO. Its been a long time I haven't ate the 'don-don at-at' bak kate adik. Actualy that is donut. hehe. We reached home at 3.30pm. =)

14th Ramadhan...

The 15th day of tarawikh...

"angah! cepatla..kite dah lambat nie..nanti orang dah solat"
that was what alang said before we went to the mosque..
luckily when i nearly reached the mosque and was finding a space parking, they were still delivering speech..fuhh!!! selamat..kalau tak masbuq la jawabnye..

setibenye di pintu masjid...
"ni je ke yg tinggal?? biar betul??"
that was what i asked my sister...
suprisingly, the muslimah's saf only left 4 rows...
can you imagine the first tarawikh where there were peoples having no place to pray..
but now, what happened?
the number of people decreasing..
i bet the number of people going to be less day by day until the end of Ramadhan that will be only 2 rows? a rows?? maybe...

what i plant in my mind was..
this is the last Ramadhan and it only comes once a year..
so what am i waiting for??
go and grab the chance as long as you can do it...
think of when you reach the age of 60++..
u won't having this teenage energy to do extra pray...
so, what is my aim now is to fully utilize the Ramadhan month..

i really really really dream of praying at Masjid Negeri..
hope that one day i can go there and feel the pray there...
Amin...

hahah..talking about this weird dude...
he used to be in my class when i was in primary school..
what did he do now is nothing..
i still remembered the day where i met him at a shop nearby my house..
he saw me and he talks a lot..
he told me the story of his life..
then i just heard and nodded my head..
he creates story by saying that he is studying in politeknik shah alam and taking 2 courses at the same time..huhu..i used to believe his story..
then, when i went back home, my parents said...
"hahah..percayelah kamu dgn die tuu..tau tak die buat pe skarang?! jadi jaga masjid"
ouh..i was being cheated by him..its ok then...he's doing good deeds...
he really did his job as a jaga..
i saw him bringing rotan all the time..
what he did was to safeguards the kids from playing at the back...
Kids like to make noise when the adults are praying...
he was there and with his big fat body, the kids were afraid with him...
thanx to him for making me khusyuk while praying..
keep on your good work dude!!
hahah...

The Day where I left alone

being alone actually is a good thing...
I use to be alone at college since my sister always busy with her system and she often stay at her friends' house...
so, being alone now in my family's house is nothing for me...
I have my own time...
I can enjoy myself by surfing the internet as much as I like...
Watching television all the time...
That is quite fun but I think if I live like this for another weeks, I might get into Tanjung Rambutan..hahah

What happened with me for the last one and a half week??
Am i pressured??
For almost 2 weeks i live alone and so far I am happy with myself..
Why?? I didn't hang out with my friends at all...
Maybe it's because I started hating lepak malam??? no..no..no..
the lepak thing is actually nothing but how you manage yourself..
and now it's proof that i can't manage myself well..
I always feel pretty crap in the morning...
so, how to prevent this??

the night before.....

1. avoid coffee and chocolate the night before. (coffee and chocolate may disturb your sleep)
2. make sure you are happy before going to bed.
3. pray. (the most important thing)
   
4. don't eat dinner right before bed. (the digestion process terencat)
5. organize your room well. (make sure nothing is on your bed except you)
6. go to the toilet. (built a safety zone, takut terkenc tgh2 mlm)

during the night....

1. make sure it isn't too hot and too cold.
2. keep the window open. (give a good airflow)
3. have a consistent sleep. (6 hours a day)
4. cut out noise. (tula pasal dok kampung aman damai)

the morning...

1. drink a glass of water.
2. exercise. (at least 20 minutes)
3. say no to coffee... =)
4. breathe deeply.
5. have something excited to think about.
6. get up straight away. (don't snooze your phone over and over again)
   
7. be grateful because you are still alive. =)

try using the tips..u might get a wonderful day every morning and also through out the day.. =)

ha'ah ek..npe ttbe ak ckp sal bende2 yg leh menyegarkan di pagi hari...
da terpesong dari topik asal nie..hahah

Actually it's related to my topic which the day where i left alone, i post something...
it is a part of my lonely activity..hahahah...

hope to see you soon... xoxo...

I wanna be alone!!

help me..
i'm in depressed..
i don't know what to do know..
someone..get me out of this life...
leave me alone!!!
aku da tamau tipu diri sendiri lagi..
i just wanna be honest with my parents and myself...
i need to focus on my study...
so,get me out of this problems...
Ya Allah..tunjukkan lah aku ke jln yg benar...
Kau berikanlah petunjuk kepada ku supaya aku tidak sesat...
Amin...

Awkward heart or awkward girl?

Kekunci perkataan
H=Heart
G=Girl

(knock! knock! knock!)
H: can you open the cage for me please?
G: What for?
H: I don't wanna be trap in my own cage. I'm bored being in here for years.
G: Why? I gave you all the things you want.
H: haha! Did you?
G: I don't know.
H: You don't know?? pe kes babe??!!
G: I don't know! Please don't ask me anything.
H: Pe pasal la ngan engkau nie. Cacat tol..Go and ask yourself.
G: I'm letting you out of the cage for someone but I don't know how can I let u in back.
H: There you are weird girl.
G: No! I'm not! but it can be...heheh
H: Please don't laugh. I'm serious.
G: Ok! Whatever.
H: Aren't you jealous of looking couples out there being together all the time?
G: Yup, of course! They look sweet and sour.
H: Hey! Not sour laa..but sweet only. So, what are you waiting for? Lemme out of here, then
people will say the same to you too. Nak ke tak nak?
G: Of course laa...but I'm still searching for someone who can help you out of the cage.
H: why la? You've found someone already aite?
G: I don't know. I don't think so. I think I'm just acting.
H: hish! gile la kau nie...suke mainkan perasaan orang lain kan?!
G: No, I'm not but I don't think it's the right time.
H: Pale hot engkau! Sampai ke tua pon tak kan jumpe. Bagus la tu.
G: he is not my Mr. Guy. Tolong lah faham weyh.
H: Memangla. you're the only that understand yourself. not others.
G: he is not my type. Fullstop!
H: have you ever dream being with him for the entire of your life?
G: One simple word. Nope!
H: Keling! Kejap nak kejap x nak.
G: Eh! suke hati aku la..ko pehal nak pakse2?
H: If that's the case, quit from being with him.
G: ek eh..aku cam de pape je ngan die tapi bknnye official ok..tp..people will start talking if i end
up this 'cam de pape' things tu..
H: It's better if they start talking now rather than in the future when things become complicated.
G: cam na la mau cakap ngan die nie..i'm in an ethical dilemma.
H: lu pikir la sendiri! you're the one who create problems.
G: help me please.
H: I have my problems too. thinking of how can to live in the cage.
G: I know. Sorry. Can you just sit in there silently? I promise I gave you a long lasting freedom.
H: When? 10 years more?!
G: No la! half from that. ok?
H: Up to you.
G: Okayh! I'll try my best to be the happppiest single person in the world.
H: good!

Notes: Sorry to the person called 'him' and also to my friends. I've tried my best to be with him but I knew I'm not ready yet. Perhaps I will love someone called 'husband' but not 'boyfriend'.
That's me..if you wanna know.. =)

Family trip to Sabah

haaa...ni la gambar kami beramai-ramai ketika di Sabah...

location: Kundasang, Sabah
time: 9 a.m (agaknye la kott)
date: forgot already...in the month of Feb if i'm not mistaken


Day 1
lemme start our journey to Sabah on the 1st day...
i quit from attending etr class coz my flight is at 3.00 p.m..
so, i have to rushed back immediately after far360's class...
we arrived at Sabah approximately at 7.30p.m..

dinner...having dinner at pasar filipin would be the 1st and the last place ever we eat...
sumpah x nak g ctu lg...
the condition of the place was not that great and mmg x great lngsung pn...
ibu had spent RM200++ on the food but we didn't really enjoyed the food...
this is the picture of the makcik cun tp cekik darah...
mentang-mentangla kitorang nie pelancong... mati-mati kene tpu...
CHAIT!! cifen aaa...

Day 2

in the morning...
ayah and ibu went out finding breakfast for us...
urmmm...we had bread with gigantic kerang and kepah...
see how big it is the kepah and kerang...yummy-licious!!


I sworn that the taste was not the same like the ordinary and small one...
sumpah sedap giloz...

11am..
we went to the Sabah Center Point..
there, i bought a black cardigan and it was so cheap..
it cost me only 50 bucks..and i won't regret buying it...

1.30pm...
had lunch in the hotel room..
guess what...we ate an enormous prawn...(haih..sume bende la plk nk bsr)
i only ate 2 big prawns with bario rice and see what happen to my face at 4pm...all of my body and face were covered with swellings...
even on my head too..so i bought a pack of salt and rub it gently...
it was painful and itchy...
i insisted of going around the other pasar malam with my swelling face..
people were staring at me and i'm not ashamed with my face...
once in a blue moon...
and after that i swear to myself not to it that gigantic prawn in a short period...
it take 24 hours to heal down the disease...


Day 3

KUNDASANG!!! here we come..
this place was so freaking cold at night and early in the morning...
it is nearby the Gunung Kinabalu which every one wish hiking till the peak zone...
and it is one of my dreams climbing up the mountain..
Pak andak...bile nak bawak fatin panjat gunung kinabalu nie???
eventhough it is a cold place, but there are also hot spring...
i miss Kundasang a lot...wish I can go there for the second time...

ini adalah gambar orang eskimo yg kesejukan di Kundasang...

Day 4

the day where we have to go back to Peninsular...
but..we still have time to go shopping for the last time...
guess where were the place??
hahahah...back to KK...
i bought some souvenirs for my friends...
most of it was key chain and also brooch...
guess what my mom bought from Sabah??
Udang kering laa...i don't know the specialty of Sabah's dried prawn...
and what important here i hate udang kering..ikan bilis lg sdp...

pulang..pulang... se tibe nye di airport Sabah...

this is one of our trolley from Sabah and we have another 2..
we brought 2 trolleys from Peninsular and now it increase to 3 trolleys..
tula...byk sgt memborong..ni la padahnye...
our plane depart after Maghrib and we reached home around 11pm
that was a long journey to Sabah but we enjoyed much...
bak kate pepatah "Jauh Perjalanan Luas Pemandangan"

Am I addicted??

Am I addicted on posting my words in my blog??
hurmmm..maybe...awal2 la kot cam nak terajen...
for only today i've posted 3 posts...that's a lot...
i think by doing this will release the tensionnnnessss of study...
agak nye la kot kan...heheheh...

i feel sleepy..someone! help me out from this situation...
i slept for only an hour today...
i'm going to be sleepy in class after this...
pagi tadi bangun pon dah mamai2...
ntah2 lecturer ckp kt dpn kang pon bagaikan angin masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri..heheh
wake up! wake up!!
ok...class far..ready to sleep..but i'll utilized the time as possible as I can...
half an hour should be ok..
that means I still can focus for the remaining one and a half hours in the class...
yay!! happy to here that...
good night sleeping beauty... =)

yup..I've done with it...

Give thanx to Allah,
for the moon and the stars,
prays in all day full,
what is and what was,
take hold of your iman,
don't giving to shaitan,
oh you who believe,
Please give thanx to Allah...

finally, i've done with this CRG thingy...
tepat jam 2.45 pg...
thanx to boy for calling me and giving me the ideas of PBL1...
i don't know what i wrote..
hopefully PM Azim won't realized my merepekness...
hahah...

that's all for now perhaps..
i would like to make a move...
the bed is calling for me...
but since i start to sleep at 3 o'clock,
what is the exact greet i should give you guys???
good night or good morning??
or good mornight? (the combination of morning + night)

The craziest CRG

this is my first post since i decided to join blogspot..
urmmm..it should be something that is happy and now i'm not happy at all..
sitting in front of the notebook for hours just to finish up this crazy CRG...
i need a place to bombard out my feeling and here it is..
sorry blogspot cause i'm making you as one of my victims...
i'm just new in the blogger world, so this is the simplest ever post i can do..
i'l try my best in the future to come out with something interesting...
last but not least for today, wish me all the best in completing this crazy assignment...
i need to finished it up by morning...
go! chayok fatin!!!
=)