Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I'm just a waitress

What am I waiting for?
Who am I waiting for?
Why am I waiting for?

All these questions keep on stacking in my mind.
What should I do??
Just sit back and wait..
Till then I become a waitresssssssss

Half of my eyes opened.
Still got things to be revised.
and only God knows how tired I am.
and how ngantok I am now!!!

Medicine: Tdo!!!!

Monday, January 25, 2010

When I say no

It still a no when I say no.
Nothing can change my decision until there is a good reasons.
Don't ever do things I hate.
Because I still stick on my decision.
Don't do things that annoyed me.
Because it really make me more and more annoyed.

I'm not pretty like the angel.
Find somebody else that is more pretty.
I'm just a woman that will hurt others feelings.
Before it become worsen, better stay back.
A step forward may destroy the friendship we have.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

aaaaaaaa!!!!!!! pimples!!!!



Oh pimples!! I love u MUCH!! Oh, its a painful word. See that pimples on my face. I can't bear it anymore. It grows and grows and grows and yet I don't know when will it reduce. I thought the redness of the pimples are not obvious but then, when I took a picture of myself I can see many and many and many pimps. Serves you right!! Hahahah..I'm not focusing on this lil kid but I concerned more bout my PRETTY face. Hahah. Fatin, do take care of your face la!! Its horrible you know. Horror!!! Goodbye ugly face.


I am not really into my pimps actually. It is just because I was very shocked with my face where I didnt' realised at all it became worsen. Change topic please! This lil girl. Cute kan? See her when she ate popcorn. If there is any popcorn competition, I really wanna participate in by putting this picture. See carefully...
Comel kan? This time, we went out to Pyramid with Mak Andak comel and her daughters. We went there to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2!!
Chippets was great! I bet you won't regret buying this movie tickets. Why am I promoting it now? Ah! Kodi sungguh kamu. Tak pelah. For those yg blum watch this movie lg, go and grab the CD. Oops! I mean DVD. Lupe orang dah tak pakai CD lagi. Hahah. Hey, c'mon la tgk budak comel nie. Comel kan die mkn popcorn? After watching this movie, we called her chippets sbb mcm chippets yg comel tu. I forgot her name la. Si gemok pendek yg padan dgn Theodore tu. Mak andak, I'm still waiting for the next school holiday, then you can treat us some more movies with popcorns!!! hahah.


This lil girl ni pon lg satu. tak sangke sungguh die tak la malu alah sangat. She is just 8 or 9 year old. I can't really remember my cousin yg sorang ni. Mak Andak's daughters are all pretty and fair. This girl is very independent where she manage to make herself to school. She eat on her own, take bath when the time shows 12.00 in the afternoon because she will be having her school in the afternoon. Tembam lg comel. Geram!! =)

Monday, January 18, 2010

Alone..

Betul lah kate orang hubungan adik beradik ni bagai air dicincang takkan putus. Mungkin seorang tiada tidaklah begitu terase kesunyiannya tetapi bile 3 orang pergi memang terase kesunyiannya.

Since last year i'm practicing my daily life to UiTM with ayah. I don't want to burden anyone else by demanding a car. Alhamdulillah, I can adapt with my new way of life. Now, I have more time to study. Watching television still part of my routine which I will and must watch Akasia slot. After Maghrib, I went upstairs and start doing all things that are not related with my studies, then I start to study after Isya'.

Maybe this is the best way to stay me focus on my studies without doing merepek things.

In this empty house just left Ibu, Ayah, Adik and me only. Along now is staying at Commercial Centre while Alang is in KTT. Both of them are in their final semester of studies. Both of you, I pray you guys for the best. Hope you will success. Me, myself living in a big room that supposed to be 3 gadis cun but now i'm the only one gadis cun left in this big room. Achik, he seems very happy with his life now. He's now entering the CIDB at Section 27. Haih kamu..seronok ye dapat lepak slalu kat luar skarang. I wish you all the best outside there. Don't be too happy and aggressive Achik. Take care of yourself and always remember to pray. Jangan hyper jugak. Kaki tu masih berbesi yerrr...

Love you all...mmuuuaaahhhhxxxx!!!!!

Ikhlas from angah yg degil and x suke dengar ckp ;)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

lagu oh lagu

i love the songs in the drama of Cinta Balqis..

i've found the singer and the song but why can't i just get it..urghh!!! why is it so difficult for me to get the lyrics and the songs..

just now baru search lagi..tapi nothing found..

sape dapat dulu lagu azad jazmin suara rindu tu sila lah beritahu eh..

kempunan nak dengar!!!!!!! oh tidaaaaaaaaak!!

FYI, azad jazmin tu rupenye ray si jahat tu..tak sangke upenye die yang nyanyi kan??!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

little pin pin

i bet u don't know what is pin pin aite? lemme tell u guys..nuha pronounced it as pin pin because she thinks people will understand even without the u and i in front of pin pin..hahah..this lil girl is very smart and banyak akal. Pronounced empat die pon jadi ompat which she mix the bahasa nogoghi and bahase slangor..hahah..

She dreams of having a birthday cake on her 2nd birthday this year, so I made her two chocolate cakes with upin ipin topping.
the first one is a bit messy where it was the first cake i decorated and the other one looks a bit nice. if u see the first cake deeply i wrote her name using the coloured rice cake. I decided not to put anything on top of the other cake, so I let them be simple.

Haih,Nuha..Nuha..bijak nye ekau eh..baru 2 thn umor..wait for us ye budak kecil bijak pandai. We're coming to Mak Tok's house at 2.30pm..

A big thanks to yana for helping me on the cadbury topping. =)

69 chocolates with varieties filling done by me and along early this morning. Few of it i'll bring to class for my beloved friends. Wait naaa...lg2 ika n lzr yg x sbr2 nk rse chocolate i..hahah

Friday, January 8, 2010

Honey,Dear..oh manisnye di mulutmu itu..

welcome back fatin filzah...

i've been dead for quite a long time..

i'm back with a new me in a new year..

i wish it wasn't too late for me to wish a happy new year to all my beloved friends and also those who knew me..

i just wondering and keep on thinking why is it so easy for a guy to express the so called sweet panggilan to an opposite gender without having a special relationship with them??

for me, sometimes it is sweet and sometimes it is like..'yek, ape kehal mamat nie??'

let say, if u don't have any special relationship with them yet you are a so-so with them or just the kenalan lame, what would u do or react if they use the panggilan manja??

u spoke out directly?
or u just ignore because thats the nature of a men?
or u reply it back with the same panggilan?

from my opinion, those who have the relationship will take it seriously..i mean they really mean it about the saying honey or wtv but if they don't, i think they were just playing around with the girls. don't you??

oh men, please bear in your mind, don't play with these words because it really2 meant for your beloved. i won't hate and i don't hate guys talking to me with these words but just don't do it because it annoys me a lot.