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Food really sucks. I lose 2kgs in a week due to puasa ganti. but in just 2 days I gain 3 kgs back. Ouh shoot, that is not 3kgs back tp dah terlebih 1 kg lagi.

Here I am sitting in front of my laptop and start on babbling about anything that came up in my mind. I wrote about everything and anything.

Family Gathering really gathered us together where we get closer to each other. Our parents and pak mak sedara look more sweet than before. They are like competing with each other to proof the best and happiest married couple ever.

Today, extremely training with no food being filled up in my stomach since last night. I woke at 5am and I drink half bottle of mineral water and I slept back till the clock shows 6.15am, then I woke myself up and prepare myself for morning classes.

Back at home, while waiting for berbuka time, online to search for the DHL and FEDex address to post alang's things. Jeans with all the foods from Malaysia. The excitements of me to berbuka turns into nothing where I can only eat kurma and kek hati pari. there's nothing left but tomyam. It will take me half an hour to heat the kuah. I don't have much time since I need to rushed. Off to a shop to buy something to eat, then I realised I only bring RM1.30 in my purse. Nothing I can do. Drove my car straight to PADE.

As I reached there,
Abang Bukh asked me to warm up first in the swimming pool for 300m non-stop. Gosh! I know that I have been doing this before but not this time because I don't have any energy to push my strengths out. I cheated by doing 100m, then I stopped, then I continued for another 100m. Nak mengelat punya pasal, I had to swim for 500m. Amek kau, main tipu lg td. haha. I did extra 100m. after that, using the kaki strenghts and tangan remain still for 200m. sakit kaki. then, easy swim for 100m. After that, sprint without breathing for 15m two times. The first one I got 15 seconds and the second sprint only cut for 1 second je. Need more practice on freestyle.
After that plunging and swim direct for 100m. people, calculate now the total that I did for today. 1230meters. really extreme and I feel really exhausted now.

Lapar, makan. Ouh, my raya day tomorrow! I finished with the puasa 6.

Deloitte, here I come to get my offer letter. Oh, really can't wait to read all the requirements and for your information I can't wait any longer to work in corporate world like the others.

Till now, c ya!!!

i am so hungry

i am really2 hungry right now. I can't stop myself from eating. having a piece of sardine with half sayur tom yam campur for berbuka makes me full but after 2 hours of training in the swimming pool makes me hungry back. no wonder why those trainers went out for supper after that.
I reached home at 11 and I took an apple. few hours later while i'm doing my assignment suddenly i felt hungry and decided to have a glass of plain water. rite then i took a balang of kacang hijau and ate it. rase macam nak angkut 1 meja bawak naik bilik pun ade. haha. hey, fat girl! don't eat too much! you are in a diet programme. I need to put my aim. gonna win this game. huhu. 7% reduce. fuhh! byk tu but then, swimming doesn't makes me losing weight but building up all the muscles, same goes to cycling. control! aim! aim!

there's a butterfly in my stomach.

I can feel the nervousness of tomorrows.
Ibu reminded me to read ayat 9 surah yasiin.
This can protect and help me during the interview.

I'm trying my best for tomorrows.
But I think it is better if I didn't come for tomorrow's classes.
Arab's class is important because we still have 2 quizzes, reading test, listening test and writing test to be finished up in 3 weeks. My god, this is crazy..
Far's class wouldn't be a matter to me because we usually did some exercise, so I assume exercise too tomorrow.

Studying all the interview skills and other things.
Done with the portfolio.
Hope I will always be ready.
wish me all the best for tomorrow. =)

thanks for calling me.. =)

Along: nah ngah tepon

Angah: sape? (i look at the phone and i started to smile cause i was expecting that was the call that i have been waiting for so loooong)

Ms. Lynette: Is this Fatin?

haa...bila die speaking, dah mmg dpt bajet la sape call. lagi2 ngan no depan die start with 03-7xxxxxxx.

She asked me for how long will my duration of internship, and the she asked me whether i can be place to the tax department or not cause the audit department had been fully occupied. This was the most saddest part. I really wanna feel the feel of being an auditor cause i know i won't be an auditor when i work in the real corporate world.

I asked people on the frustrated thing, and certain did agree with the post and some of them, nope! so, i am still thinking..n keep thinking..n can't stop thinking..what shall i do now?

ok, first and foremost I will go for the interview this Monday. A bit scary ade..cause I have two interviews in a day and I think I might need someone to accompany me or should I go alone? the assessment will be at 12.30pm and I need to rush straight away to Damansara Utama for the real interview. Oh, many things need to be learned and studied. I need to know about two companies with two different position. Bear in my mind cause I need to really fall in love with the audit and tax position.

Conclusion : still in dilemma.. =(

BIG trouble!

Enough with the sewing thing!
Oh, I can't stop myself from doing that until it is completed.

Big trouble since I haven't started with anything yet.
Assignmentssssss = Never touched!
Interview Assesment = Partly but the reading part, no!
ASC = This is really crap since all the person in-charge on leave. Do come back and work la..
Another ASC = Hunting KL for sponsorship. Can't wait for this Friday. Gotta feel the experience.
Deloitte = more freaking out since they haven't called me for the internship status.

Ok, that were the university part..

for the personal part...
today = still thinking whether nak puasa or not. Yesterday I survived myself fasting alone.
tomorrow = buy ingredients for blueberry & lemon cheese cake.
thursday = off to mak ngah's house for 'adira's' birthday.
saturday = preparing myself for open house.
sunday = gonna scale my weight for the challenge. Cannot lose this game mak andak, abg long, kak lang, huda and aliaa..heheh

today's diary

Waiting for 'adik' Azizah..

Ok, I called u adik again..hahah..

ur supposed to call me adik ok jijah..

Raya with many2 baju kurung and I don't know which baju kurung should I wear for raya..

It is all green..because our theme for this raya is GREEN!

Alang, I'm trying to sew your baju kurung cause ibu almost retired with the jahit things.

Once I got ur baju ready, then I'll post it to you ok..sabar ye lil sister..hahah..

Sneezing more than 3 times shows that u r having a symptom.

Yes, I am the person that sneeze for trillions time.

tired of that, I can't wake in the morning.

I have flu!! not this time, please..

I shouldn't be NOT well for this raya.

I ate my medicine because I can't stand anymore with the runny nose.

but a pil didnt make me comfortable..

I think I should eat another 2..

Oops! over dose..confirm terbongkang atas katil..

OK, off now! Jijah must be on her way by now..

Here I come IKEA!!