The Day where I left alone

being alone actually is a good thing...
I use to be alone at college since my sister always busy with her system and she often stay at her friends' house...
so, being alone now in my family's house is nothing for me...
I have my own time...
I can enjoy myself by surfing the internet as much as I like...
Watching television all the time...
That is quite fun but I think if I live like this for another weeks, I might get into Tanjung Rambutan..hahah

What happened with me for the last one and a half week??
Am i pressured??
For almost 2 weeks i live alone and so far I am happy with myself..
Why?? I didn't hang out with my friends at all...
Maybe it's because I started hating lepak malam??? no..no..no..
the lepak thing is actually nothing but how you manage yourself..
and now it's proof that i can't manage myself well..
I always feel pretty crap in the morning...
so, how to prevent this??

the night before.....

1. avoid coffee and chocolate the night before. (coffee and chocolate may disturb your sleep)
2. make sure you are happy before going to bed.
3. pray. (the most important thing)
   
4. don't eat dinner right before bed. (the digestion process terencat)
5. organize your room well. (make sure nothing is on your bed except you)
6. go to the toilet. (built a safety zone, takut terkenc tgh2 mlm)

during the night....

1. make sure it isn't too hot and too cold.
2. keep the window open. (give a good airflow)
3. have a consistent sleep. (6 hours a day)
4. cut out noise. (tula pasal dok kampung aman damai)

the morning...

1. drink a glass of water.
2. exercise. (at least 20 minutes)
3. say no to coffee... =)
4. breathe deeply.
5. have something excited to think about.
6. get up straight away. (don't snooze your phone over and over again)
   
7. be grateful because you are still alive. =)

try using the tips..u might get a wonderful day every morning and also through out the day.. =)

ha'ah ek..npe ttbe ak ckp sal bende2 yg leh menyegarkan di pagi hari...
da terpesong dari topik asal nie..hahah

Actually it's related to my topic which the day where i left alone, i post something...
it is a part of my lonely activity..hahahah...

hope to see you soon... xoxo...

I wanna be alone!!

help me..
i'm in depressed..
i don't know what to do know..
someone..get me out of this life...
leave me alone!!!
aku da tamau tipu diri sendiri lagi..
i just wanna be honest with my parents and myself...
i need to focus on my study...
so,get me out of this problems...
Ya Allah..tunjukkan lah aku ke jln yg benar...
Kau berikanlah petunjuk kepada ku supaya aku tidak sesat...
Amin...

Awkward heart or awkward girl?

Kekunci perkataan
H=Heart
G=Girl

(knock! knock! knock!)
H: can you open the cage for me please?
G: What for?
H: I don't wanna be trap in my own cage. I'm bored being in here for years.
G: Why? I gave you all the things you want.
H: haha! Did you?
G: I don't know.
H: You don't know?? pe kes babe??!!
G: I don't know! Please don't ask me anything.
H: Pe pasal la ngan engkau nie. Cacat tol..Go and ask yourself.
G: I'm letting you out of the cage for someone but I don't know how can I let u in back.
H: There you are weird girl.
G: No! I'm not! but it can be...heheh
H: Please don't laugh. I'm serious.
G: Ok! Whatever.
H: Aren't you jealous of looking couples out there being together all the time?
G: Yup, of course! They look sweet and sour.
H: Hey! Not sour laa..but sweet only. So, what are you waiting for? Lemme out of here, then
people will say the same to you too. Nak ke tak nak?
G: Of course laa...but I'm still searching for someone who can help you out of the cage.
H: why la? You've found someone already aite?
G: I don't know. I don't think so. I think I'm just acting.
H: hish! gile la kau nie...suke mainkan perasaan orang lain kan?!
G: No, I'm not but I don't think it's the right time.
H: Pale hot engkau! Sampai ke tua pon tak kan jumpe. Bagus la tu.
G: he is not my Mr. Guy. Tolong lah faham weyh.
H: Memangla. you're the only that understand yourself. not others.
G: he is not my type. Fullstop!
H: have you ever dream being with him for the entire of your life?
G: One simple word. Nope!
H: Keling! Kejap nak kejap x nak.
G: Eh! suke hati aku la..ko pehal nak pakse2?
H: If that's the case, quit from being with him.
G: ek eh..aku cam de pape je ngan die tapi bknnye official ok..tp..people will start talking if i end
up this 'cam de pape' things tu..
H: It's better if they start talking now rather than in the future when things become complicated.
G: cam na la mau cakap ngan die nie..i'm in an ethical dilemma.
H: lu pikir la sendiri! you're the one who create problems.
G: help me please.
H: I have my problems too. thinking of how can to live in the cage.
G: I know. Sorry. Can you just sit in there silently? I promise I gave you a long lasting freedom.
H: When? 10 years more?!
G: No la! half from that. ok?
H: Up to you.
G: Okayh! I'll try my best to be the happppiest single person in the world.
H: good!

Notes: Sorry to the person called 'him' and also to my friends. I've tried my best to be with him but I knew I'm not ready yet. Perhaps I will love someone called 'husband' but not 'boyfriend'.
That's me..if you wanna know.. =)

Family trip to Sabah

haaa...ni la gambar kami beramai-ramai ketika di Sabah...

location: Kundasang, Sabah
time: 9 a.m (agaknye la kott)
date: forgot already...in the month of Feb if i'm not mistaken


Day 1
lemme start our journey to Sabah on the 1st day...
i quit from attending etr class coz my flight is at 3.00 p.m..
so, i have to rushed back immediately after far360's class...
we arrived at Sabah approximately at 7.30p.m..

dinner...having dinner at pasar filipin would be the 1st and the last place ever we eat...
sumpah x nak g ctu lg...
the condition of the place was not that great and mmg x great lngsung pn...
ibu had spent RM200++ on the food but we didn't really enjoyed the food...
this is the picture of the makcik cun tp cekik darah...
mentang-mentangla kitorang nie pelancong... mati-mati kene tpu...
CHAIT!! cifen aaa...

Day 2

in the morning...
ayah and ibu went out finding breakfast for us...
urmmm...we had bread with gigantic kerang and kepah...
see how big it is the kepah and kerang...yummy-licious!!


I sworn that the taste was not the same like the ordinary and small one...
sumpah sedap giloz...

11am..
we went to the Sabah Center Point..
there, i bought a black cardigan and it was so cheap..
it cost me only 50 bucks..and i won't regret buying it...

1.30pm...
had lunch in the hotel room..
guess what...we ate an enormous prawn...(haih..sume bende la plk nk bsr)
i only ate 2 big prawns with bario rice and see what happen to my face at 4pm...all of my body and face were covered with swellings...
even on my head too..so i bought a pack of salt and rub it gently...
it was painful and itchy...
i insisted of going around the other pasar malam with my swelling face..
people were staring at me and i'm not ashamed with my face...
once in a blue moon...
and after that i swear to myself not to it that gigantic prawn in a short period...
it take 24 hours to heal down the disease...


Day 3

KUNDASANG!!! here we come..
this place was so freaking cold at night and early in the morning...
it is nearby the Gunung Kinabalu which every one wish hiking till the peak zone...
and it is one of my dreams climbing up the mountain..
Pak andak...bile nak bawak fatin panjat gunung kinabalu nie???
eventhough it is a cold place, but there are also hot spring...
i miss Kundasang a lot...wish I can go there for the second time...

ini adalah gambar orang eskimo yg kesejukan di Kundasang...

Day 4

the day where we have to go back to Peninsular...
but..we still have time to go shopping for the last time...
guess where were the place??
hahahah...back to KK...
i bought some souvenirs for my friends...
most of it was key chain and also brooch...
guess what my mom bought from Sabah??
Udang kering laa...i don't know the specialty of Sabah's dried prawn...
and what important here i hate udang kering..ikan bilis lg sdp...

pulang..pulang... se tibe nye di airport Sabah...

this is one of our trolley from Sabah and we have another 2..
we brought 2 trolleys from Peninsular and now it increase to 3 trolleys..
tula...byk sgt memborong..ni la padahnye...
our plane depart after Maghrib and we reached home around 11pm
that was a long journey to Sabah but we enjoyed much...
bak kate pepatah "Jauh Perjalanan Luas Pemandangan"

Am I addicted??

Am I addicted on posting my words in my blog??
hurmmm..maybe...awal2 la kot cam nak terajen...
for only today i've posted 3 posts...that's a lot...
i think by doing this will release the tensionnnnessss of study...
agak nye la kot kan...heheheh...

i feel sleepy..someone! help me out from this situation...
i slept for only an hour today...
i'm going to be sleepy in class after this...
pagi tadi bangun pon dah mamai2...
ntah2 lecturer ckp kt dpn kang pon bagaikan angin masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri..heheh
wake up! wake up!!
ok...class far..ready to sleep..but i'll utilized the time as possible as I can...
half an hour should be ok..
that means I still can focus for the remaining one and a half hours in the class...
yay!! happy to here that...
good night sleeping beauty... =)

yup..I've done with it...

Give thanx to Allah,
for the moon and the stars,
prays in all day full,
what is and what was,
take hold of your iman,
don't giving to shaitan,
oh you who believe,
Please give thanx to Allah...

finally, i've done with this CRG thingy...
tepat jam 2.45 pg...
thanx to boy for calling me and giving me the ideas of PBL1...
i don't know what i wrote..
hopefully PM Azim won't realized my merepekness...
hahah...

that's all for now perhaps..
i would like to make a move...
the bed is calling for me...
but since i start to sleep at 3 o'clock,
what is the exact greet i should give you guys???
good night or good morning??
or good mornight? (the combination of morning + night)

The craziest CRG

this is my first post since i decided to join blogspot..
urmmm..it should be something that is happy and now i'm not happy at all..
sitting in front of the notebook for hours just to finish up this crazy CRG...
i need a place to bombard out my feeling and here it is..
sorry blogspot cause i'm making you as one of my victims...
i'm just new in the blogger world, so this is the simplest ever post i can do..
i'l try my best in the future to come out with something interesting...
last but not least for today, wish me all the best in completing this crazy assignment...
i need to finished it up by morning...
go! chayok fatin!!!
=)