Ignoring you

I hate myself for liking someone that is not in my mind previously. (Did I just said I like him?)

It started with an initiative of our officemate to tease us. That doesn't annoy me because I have no feeling towards him and never thought of being with him. Reason?
1. a year younger than me
2. soft spoken
3. extremely shy guy

But then, the scandal started to spread within these 2 months and the best part he did showed some of the positive response which shall I say he started to like me? (this is my feeling)
1. get me a chair
2. staring at me (was told by my officemate)
3. ask for a photo with me (which I purposely take with others too)
4. ....
5. ....
6. ....

Damn, I started to like him. So, I whatsapp him and asked for an answer (am I too aggressive on this?) He said..
1. not ready yet
2. he cant accept anyone for the time being

OK. simple yet easy. I said to him, we stop being 'friends' as I don't like any uncertain relationship as it will go nowhere.

(my phone rang)
a call from him.
why is he calling me?
(rejected)
not because of I don't want to talk but my whatsapp mic is off. Haha.
(dialing...)
and talk for 2 hours.
what is this? I thought its over and why are you talking to me on the phone for almost 2 hours for something personal?
I sense something that he is not ready to be in a relationship but prefer to be closed with someone.
up to him.

I never felt any frustration on the answer. I am seriously ok. but I dunno why I'm interested to know about him more.

Allah, please give me an answer for this. Keep me away from him if he is not the one and replace me for someone that is better than him. I just cant control my feelings.

Bila J bertemu K

23/1/2016

"Baca doa dulu sebelum start perjalanan". Selesai...perjalanan kami ke utara bermula jam 8.00 pg dari Sentul. Suara 4 orang gadis memeriahkan suasana di dalam kereta. Bergossip dan berkaraoke..itulah rutin kebiasaan bagi gadis-gadis Malaysia ketika berjalan jauh.

Setelah 2 jam perjalanan, PANG!!!
Hanya beberapa kilometer untuk ke simpang Gopeng. Pelan asalnya ke Ipoh terus untuk food hunting terpaksa dilencongkan sedikit ke Balai Polis. 6 kereta berantai bertemu depan belakang di KM305. Terus ku susurkan kereta ku yang bernama J ke bahu jalan untuk mengelakkan kesesakan di lorong kanan. J sudah seperti sandwich. Depan J mencium K dan yang di belakang pula mencium J. J adalah yang ke 3 didalam 6 berantai.

Siapakah K di dalam cerita ini?

K adalah sebijik kereta warna putih berjenama Honda City yg bernombor plat WxxxxK. Sebab tu lah kami namakan dia K. Keluarlah owner nya yang tinggi dari kereta bersama mak dan abahnya dan adik perempuan nya.

"aduh, aku langgar orang office weyh". sebesar-besar Malaysia ni boleh pulak jumpa mamat ni kat tengah jalan. Ni orang panggil takdir ke suratan ke jodoh ke tragedi ke?

Depan J tak ada apa sangat cuma skirt belakang J je dah tersingkap sampai nampak ekzos nya yang dah terkeluar. Kami pun terpaksa tarik sedikit skirt nye untuk mengelakkan dari tersepit kat tayar dan rim. Selesai minor repair tepi jalan, kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Balai Polis untuk membuat laporan.

Selesai semuanya, kami membawa haluan masing-masing. K terus menuju ke Sungai Petani dan J menuju ke Gopeng dahulu sebelum ke Ipoh untuk meneruskan misi asal.

Adakah kisah J dan K berakhir disini atau akan berterusan di dalam episod lain seperti dalam novel-novel pengarang Melayu kini?

Yang Benar,
Owner of J