Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Malang Day

Hari ni sangat malang bila ada pakcik jaga kaunter kat kolam renang tu nak mengamok tak tentu pasal. Sorry la, kami tak tau la pulak cap tu nak kena pulangkan on time. Selamba ekau je eh ketuk-ketuk pintu changing room kuat-kuat then rempuh masuk bilik air tu sesuka hati. Dah la orang tengah sebok nak tukar baju, ingatkan orang main borak-borak je ke lam bilik air tu? Ni boleh report ni..Hak asasi kemanusiaan dicabul..hahaha.. Aizzaty, u did a great job, pak kal tak kuar byk lg bende ys sopan dan manis utk pak cik tu kan? blacklisted tmpt! after ni tukar swimming pool.

Lagi satu benda mmg salah aku tp jgn la terlalu marah sgt bangg...blind spot kot..gle marah sampai nak balas dendam an..perempuan je kot..jgn la emo sgt yerr...aku takut la weyhh..ko kejar aku patu ko wat emergency brek pulak kan..seb bek aku sempat brek..x dapat la nak terlanggar kereta ko..hahah...patu ko x puas lg ko baling benda kan..sbb terkena body kereta..kalau terkena cermin, mmg tepuk tgn girang la ko kan..hahah

mesti api kemarahan ko x surut lg kan wahai pemandu iswara putih...tp xpe laa..aku melarikan diri tanpa menyebabkan kecederaan pada kereta kau sbb aku takut ngan org panas baran cam ko..hahah.BFR dah di blacklisted kan..pas ni kena tukar pakai BFT plk..hahahah

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Hoping that the day will come..

Astaghfirullohal'azim...mengucap3x...tarik nafas..turun...

I choose to write here..

I'm trying to cool down my anger...

Oh ibu, hope u can understand me more..pls..i'm begging u...

I'm not like along who's able to speak confidently..

I'm lacking of the skills..

I'm desperate for that...

Joining the committee wasn't a big mistake for me..

I learn lot of things..

I learn how to interact with others..

I have the responsibility to make things happen..

So, please and please and please don't argue this things with me..

I need someone to talk to...please!!!

Aku boleh jadi gila la macam ni!!!!!!

Tolonglah jgn berkira benda-benda mcm ni...

Hope that u are in my shoes, then you'll know how important my jobs are..

and also you'll know how to appreciate your friends and others around you...

Ya Allah, Aku memohon kepada Mu supaya kau lembutkan lah hati ibu ku dan juga Kau buatkanlah dia lebih memahami diriku ini. Aku dah penat jadi anak yang derhaka.


Saturday, July 17, 2010

Rumahku Syurgaku

sorang sibuk ngan 'Aku terima nikahnya', yg sorang lg pula denyut kasih medik, yg sorg lg ni pulak..sibuk berblogging..

bahagia di hati takde sape yg tau..setiap hari penuh dengan kesibukan yg terpakse dilakukan..minggu ini,bahgia sgt3x..minggu lepas sibuk dgn bercamping, minggu dpn n dpn nye n dpn nye lg full with activities..

muscle kat tgn dah byk sampai melecet jari2 tgn..ni semua gara2 lemon cheesecake with blueberry topping. memang suffer la kalau takde mesin nak tlg putarkan cream tu ngn gula..tp akhir skali menjadi..sgt happy..tu la keje di hujung minggu.

baju kurung pun dah siap tp malang skali without kain..3 pairs pulak tu..hadoih...ntah ble la sempat nak bukak kedai jahit ni...

nampaknya along dah kepenatan membaca, die mula memegang tepon nye dan alang pula x sudah2 bercucuk tanam dan memasak 24 hours tanpa henti. yang aku pulak nek pegi layan tgk movie dlm laptop.

khas utk adik lala sempena hari lahir nye yg bakal tiba 9 hari lg tp dah sambut hari ni sekali ngan hari jadi ayah yg dah lepas 9 hari..hahah...adik, jgn bercinton ngn jijim ehh...kecik lg..tp klu ye pon ok je..sbb jijim tu sgt la comel..hahahh...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

addicted to the bloody blood...

People do have their own habits and so do I...
Actually i'm not that kinda of addicted to the bloody blood donation..
but i'm just feeling it is my responsibility to donate it because i'm healthy..
just so you know i'm really2 healthy. i got my weight over 50 kg.
that shows that i'm very healthy.

i have been experiencing once when my lil brother went into an accident last year.
He reminds me of the importance of donating our own blood.
Seriously, there's no pain in donating ur blood.
Many of them are scared of with the big needle because they only see it but they don't feel it.
Back to my brother's story where he got 2 pines of blood in his body because of the accident.
Even though his body are perfect from being scratched by the road but he still needs 2 pines.
I remind u..2 pines..each person will only donates one pine at a time in 3 months only.
How come with the people who lost their blood?? They will need more and more blood.

Forget about the babbling things because i'm here to babble all the things that came up into my mind but not to keep it until it becomes pickles. My blog will be useless if im not using it.
I have donated my blood three times and there will always have a bit of complications.
I dont know why.

The first time I donated was in August 2009.
That time I was very happy and I came into CTU's class a bit late.
While I'm on may to DK3, suddenly I felt uncomfortable because it happens that my blood cannot reach through my brain. Luckily I came in a bit faster and I was able to sit and relax for a couple of minutes. After that I'm back to normal.

The second time I donated my blood was in March 2010.
This time, the nurse was really sucks.
She can't find my artery.
She switch the big needle here and there 2-3 times.
Suddenly I feel dizzy, luckily she got it early before I vomit.
When they tried to stop the blood, I feel dizzy again.
Luckily the nurse realized it early and get my chair a bit down so that my head will be a bit lower than my feet.
After resting about 20 minutes I feel better and I can walk as usual.

The third time happened today where it was the most scaring part.
The process of getting my blood is very easy.
Maybe because the nurse is an amateur maybe..haha
but it happened to me twice where i need to come for the next day because the hemoglobin in my blood was too low. I ate the medicine they gave me and the next day I come I am able to donate.
No wonder why I always get easily fall asleep in class. Haha..
I need supplement that can increase my hemoglobin!!!
Okayh, after I finished donating, they gave me a rest on the chair but I still feel that I need to lowered down the chair but I didn't speak it out. I just let it be because I think I can survive.
After that I walk to a table and feel dizzy as if I'm going to faint. I sat down and try to be positive. but my positive couldn't catch me. I feel more dizzy and I can't see clearly. The noise became slowly trying to disappear from my ears. I tried to close my eyes but the good girls didn't allow me to do that. She kept on saying to me and she held my hand tightly and she asked me to speak but I can only speak a word at a time. Her friends called a nurse and she get me onto the lazy chair and back there I feel a bit comfortable and I slept for a couple of minutes. About half an hour after that I'm back to normal. I'm OK!
Getting a pine of blood from me is the same as getting two pines of blood from two different peoples. I get them into a waste of time where there will be a shortage of a pine of blood.
Hahah..

I'm coming again next year. Do see me again nurses!!