Ignoring you

I hate myself for liking someone that is not in my mind previously. (Did I just said I like him?)

It started with an initiative of our officemate to tease us. That doesn't annoy me because I have no feeling towards him and never thought of being with him. Reason?
1. a year younger than me
2. soft spoken
3. extremely shy guy

But then, the scandal started to spread within these 2 months and the best part he did showed some of the positive response which shall I say he started to like me? (this is my feeling)
1. get me a chair
2. staring at me (was told by my officemate)
3. ask for a photo with me (which I purposely take with others too)
4. ....
5. ....
6. ....

Damn, I started to like him. So, I whatsapp him and asked for an answer (am I too aggressive on this?) He said..
1. not ready yet
2. he cant accept anyone for the time being

OK. simple yet easy. I said to him, we stop being 'friends' as I don't like any uncertain relationship as it will go nowhere.

(my phone rang)
a call from him.
why is he calling me?
(rejected)
not because of I don't want to talk but my whatsapp mic is off. Haha.
(dialing...)
and talk for 2 hours.
what is this? I thought its over and why are you talking to me on the phone for almost 2 hours for something personal?
I sense something that he is not ready to be in a relationship but prefer to be closed with someone.
up to him.

I never felt any frustration on the answer. I am seriously ok. but I dunno why I'm interested to know about him more.

Allah, please give me an answer for this. Keep me away from him if he is not the one and replace me for someone that is better than him. I just cant control my feelings.

Bila J bertemu K

23/1/2016

"Baca doa dulu sebelum start perjalanan". Selesai...perjalanan kami ke utara bermula jam 8.00 pg dari Sentul. Suara 4 orang gadis memeriahkan suasana di dalam kereta. Bergossip dan berkaraoke..itulah rutin kebiasaan bagi gadis-gadis Malaysia ketika berjalan jauh.

Setelah 2 jam perjalanan, PANG!!!
Hanya beberapa kilometer untuk ke simpang Gopeng. Pelan asalnya ke Ipoh terus untuk food hunting terpaksa dilencongkan sedikit ke Balai Polis. 6 kereta berantai bertemu depan belakang di KM305. Terus ku susurkan kereta ku yang bernama J ke bahu jalan untuk mengelakkan kesesakan di lorong kanan. J sudah seperti sandwich. Depan J mencium K dan yang di belakang pula mencium J. J adalah yang ke 3 didalam 6 berantai.

Siapakah K di dalam cerita ini?

K adalah sebijik kereta warna putih berjenama Honda City yg bernombor plat WxxxxK. Sebab tu lah kami namakan dia K. Keluarlah owner nya yang tinggi dari kereta bersama mak dan abahnya dan adik perempuan nya.

"aduh, aku langgar orang office weyh". sebesar-besar Malaysia ni boleh pulak jumpa mamat ni kat tengah jalan. Ni orang panggil takdir ke suratan ke jodoh ke tragedi ke?

Depan J tak ada apa sangat cuma skirt belakang J je dah tersingkap sampai nampak ekzos nya yang dah terkeluar. Kami pun terpaksa tarik sedikit skirt nye untuk mengelakkan dari tersepit kat tayar dan rim. Selesai minor repair tepi jalan, kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Balai Polis untuk membuat laporan.

Selesai semuanya, kami membawa haluan masing-masing. K terus menuju ke Sungai Petani dan J menuju ke Gopeng dahulu sebelum ke Ipoh untuk meneruskan misi asal.

Adakah kisah J dan K berakhir disini atau akan berterusan di dalam episod lain seperti dalam novel-novel pengarang Melayu kini?

Yang Benar,
Owner of J

Ignore Me

...because nobody understand me
...because nobody can understand me
...because nobody wants to understand me

What I want in my life?

There's too many things I want in my life. Which shall I go with?
1. Continue my studies in MBA
2. Open my own business
3. Continue makan gaji

Org yg dah makan garam semua advise to keep on working and build network first then when have kids can think of quitting job. Baru lah kalau buat business leh sukses. Hihi. Ok la..mind set betulkan. I LOVE my job!

Suddenly feel like wanting to spend few years outside Malaysia. I wish I can do like that.

Pusing balik pusing balik pun kene fikir why we are here. Now. It's all written in our book of life. Thank you Allah for all the Nikmat u give to us. Alhamdulillah..

I Love Krabi. 4 days 3 nights trip.

The opening of our journey in Krabi. Serves you guys with the fresh and meaningful picture of Bamboo Island during our 2nd day in Krabi.

Day 1
Our journey started at 9.00 am from Malaysia. We parked our car at Putrajaya Sentral and off we go using ERL to Bandar Salak Tinggi and straight to LCCT with bus. It only cost us RM55 per person per trip.

We took off from LCCT to Krabi Airport at 1.15 pm and arrived at 1.45 pm (Krabi time). From airport, we took a van for 10 persons to Ao Nang Beach. See view below. Our staying place for 3 nights. I can rate the hotel around 3 star.

Around 4 pm we went out to look for a good package. 2nd and 3rd day in Krabi was full of fun activities. 2 full day activities + buffet lunch cost us 23,000 THB only. Cheap right.

Not to forget, the highlight when you are in Krabi. Pancake! It is located at the corner of shops lot. If you are from Ao Nang Princeville hotel, this stall located at the left.

Before we went off to sleep, we had our dinner at Lemon Restaurant. A halal restaurant. 21,000 THB only for 10 persons.

Day 2

Morning around 4.30am, the rain heavily pour down the Ao Nang beach. I was about to call the agent to change our activity for the day. Luckily, it went off slowly at 6am. By 7am, no drops of rain anymore and we are able to continue our activity as planned.

Phi phi Isand here we come!! 40 minutes journey from Ao Nang Beach to Bamboo Island. Yeah, we were given 1 hour to enjoy the beach in Bamboo Island. Nice view, and a great place to do sun bathing. Next island is the Maya Bay Island, Viking Cave, Monkey Bay, and more..seriously I can't remember all the islands.

The last island we went was for buffet lunch. You can have anything you want as it is halal. 2 hours rest at this island if im not mistaken. Here is our picture, voluntarily taken by Malaysians.

We decided to change place for our dinner. So, here we were at Bam Boo Restaurant. Just next to Lemon Restaurant. Burppp... 25,000 THB for 10 persons eat. Finished eating, we went jalan-jalan with Tuk Tuk. Only 20 THB per person.

Day 3

No more island activities. On the 3rd day we went for land activities.

- waterfall sight seeing

- 5km water rafting

- Buffet lunch

- ATV ride

- Elephant trekking

- Elephant show

- Fish spa

couldnt agree more with the water rafting. so much fun. i really enjoy. looking forward for more extreme activities. would ya?

Thats all the activities on the 3rd day. For dinner, we have at Chaba Thai as suggested from one of the blogger. Nice meal there. Again, we are so full. 10 person eating for 27,000 THB only.

Not to miss, we went for massage there. But seriously if u looking for a hard massage, go for classic thai or tradisional thai. aroma massage are too soft for me.

and..not to forget...this lovely yummy licious mango sticky rice. i wont forget this moment of eating it. =P

Day 4

Balik! Set up our mind to face office on the next day.


In total, we had spent a total of RM7,500 on our trip to Krabi. Per person approx RM750.

Air ticket = RM2,058
ERL + bus = RM110
White Sand Krabi Hotel = RM1,578
Airport Transfer = RM170
Pancake = RM50
Phi Phi Island = RM900
Water rafting + ATV + Elephant trekking = RM1,400
Tuk Tuk = RM90
Tips = RM20
Snacks + Breakfast = RM150
Dinner = RM900


Guys, if u need contact on all the activities and airport transfer, kindly drop your comment below. =P Have fun reading.

Unpost post

Too many things to share but less time to write.
We almost reached half of the year of 2013. Many things happen in my life. Will keep readers update with my journey of life in 2013.

Coming soon:
1. Way in India
2. Ho Chi Minh shoppers heaven
3. Beautiful villa in Cameron but...
4. Morib place to catch fish
5. Krabi next getaway

Lagu kesukaan ku

Kenapa setiap lagu yang aku suka pasti ada kena mengena denganku eh? ke sebab aku je yg terperasan. I still remembered last time when I decided not to go on with the relationship. I know I was bad at that time. Sorry la didnt meant to do it to you. Hope 0-0 la kan..

Last time memang suka gile lagu Knock U Down kot..something like that la..For me, I never went deep into the lyrics. But I'm more into the tone of the song. Aku pun post la lagu tu kat sini and suddenly one of my classmate tanye, why did u post this song? I said because I love the tone. She asked "got nothing to do with him a?". Seriously tak perasan. When I read back the lyrics, memang ade kene mengena pun. takpelah, cerita lama..yg penting I didnt mean it. Sorry.

Sempurna..
Cerita yang tak sempurna
Apakah alasannya
Siapakah di hatinya...

Bahasaku..
Mungkin tidak seindah
Lafaz kata pujangga
Namun ku bersumpah...

Rela ku tunggu jawapanmu..
Masihkah ada aku dihatimu...
Saat ini...

Biar tubuhku kan terpaku...
Biar jasadku tak bernyawa lagi...

Masihkah aku ada
Dihatimu..saat ini

Best lagu ni..dari Drama Band. Dulu main nyanyi je..bila cuba search lirik macam terkena kat batang hidung sendiri yg penyek ni. haha..

Yupp, thats me..still waiting and keep on waiting..

Jangan postpone pahala kita

Baitul Muslim, an event organized by One Heart Creative Solution was a wow event. Rugi siapa tak pergi and those who were in the waiting list. Next time, bear in mind, cepat-cepat booking k. Don't wait for others. If they don't wanna go, no matter how just proceed alone sebab nanti kalau mati pun kubur and amal tak share kan?

What comes to your mind when I say Baitul Muslim? Haaa..I bet everyone mesti cakap "sesuai untuk orang yang nak kahwin". Yupp memang betul pun tapi kalau orang yang belum ade pasangan join pun bertambah-tambah bagus. Why? cause they can start to build their Islamic life first. Tak ada lah orang kate dah terhantuk baru nak tengadah.

A friend of mine making an assumption that I'm just accompanying my sister to the event cause she's getting married soon. Totally wrong. I was the one who wants her to go there too cause I find it important for her to have a balance life, so that she can manage her family well. Having super duper Islamic kids. Everything you do, please please and please fikirkan balik niat dan tujuan. Hanya untuk yang Esa.

I do gain a lot that day. Tipu la kalau tak tido kan. hehe. sorry la for those yang pakai slides, saya mengantuk la..hehe..Speakers mostly mantap-mantap. Memang hebat lah input deorang.

All I can say my journey to have an Islamic family starts from now. Pray that Allah will always guide me and those who willing to learn Islam more to the right path. I'm still in the learning process to improve myself to be a better muslimah.

Previously, when I read stories about Nikah, I can't really understand why a waraq man always mentioned that she married a woman because of Allah. Now, I know better. I want a husband in my life because of Allah. I want to have a perfect life in Jannah. Dunya is a temporary life to test humans, same goes to human love especially before Nikah. Sungguh tak tipu, kesedaran semakin meningkat bila baca this article --> http://www.darulnuman.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=62:wanita-yang-menolak-perkahwinan&catid=70:menarik&Itemid=194

Sincerely, I don't really like those yang berkahwin atas alasan nak elak maksiat. Itu adalah salah satu kelebihan berkahwin bukan sebab-sebab berkahwin. The only asset for woman to be in Jannah is marry. Marry to someone with an aim memperjuangkan Islam.

Ok, jom sama-sama mengelamun kejap. selama-lama single ni, kadang kala on and off je kan Qiam. If dah kahwin, each other boleh kejutkan bangun and sama-sama Qiam. Tambah pahala. Aurat wanita pula, tak semua orang mampu betul-betul tutup tapi kalau dah sayangkan suami mesti sanggup tutupkan. See, dosa berkurang dah. Then tarbiyyah kepada anak-anak. Pahala tau. Ni mesti ramai yg dah tau. Didik anak-anak betul-betul ikut cara Islam so that when they grown up, they always remember their FIRST teachers (parents) and for sure with all the love given, they won't forget to always pray for their loves.

See, banyakkan kelebihan berkahwin. Jangan mudah terpedaya bila orang cakap, "Enjoy la life dulu, rugi kahwin awal." Hurmmm rugi lagi kahwin lambat rasanya sbb pahala tu pun nanti kene postpone jugak. Nak enjoy2 nanti tunggu kat syurga la. Apa macam? Jom start collect pahala!

Minta maaf andai terkasar bahasa. Apa yang baik itu semuanya datang dari Allah s.w.t dan yang buruk itu atas kelemahan diri saya sendiri.

Wallahuallam.

Kerananya aku semakin dekat padaMu

Glad that I met him. I adore his style since before I met him personally. I heard over on his stories from one of his colleague. A man that always protect his Deen. He never showed even once that he is a 'waraq' man. From her appearance, u wouldn’t think he is ‘waraq’. Once u knew him, then u will know how good is he.

I tried to improve myself so that he will look at me. From that time, I learned back how to perform an almost perfect solah. Everyday I bring along the ‘Cara-cara Solat untuk Wanita’ book. It’s quite shame to learn back right? But better than never. Now, I’m grateful that I almost know all the meaning for every movement in my solah. Alhamdulillah.

I also started to read iluvislam.com in order to get me tougher from the Nafs of wanted to getting married early. It’s just because of seeing other people happy with their couple, so it increase my jealousy. I wasn’t supposed to do that right?

During my semester, my keIstiqamahan went down a bit because I did not meet him even once. I always postponed my solah. I feel bad because I changed to a better person just for the purpose of getting his attention towards me.

Now, I’m working. I have plenty of time since I’m not committed to study anymore. My work ends right after working hours end. I have extra hours before night arrived, so can hang out with them.

Every time in my last sujud I will pray to Allah to let me be part of his life. I do not know whether is it ok to ask for that or not but at least I tried. I really hope because it’s hard to find a man like him. Not a smoker and always try to improve himself to a better Muslim.

I stalk his twitter almost all the time. He only tweets about deen. From that I’m able to trail his activities. Good right? All his activities mostly related to Islamic. He likes to go to Islamic concert and also tazkirah at Masjid Negeri. One of his activities I followed was the Ryhtm of Soul concert, soon to be aired during raya. If I’m not mistaken, it is on the 8^th & 9^th of September. 11am maybe. You guys are really invited to watch it. I learn to know Opick from the concert. His songs were nice. He put in also all the selawats inside. They managed to tears me down.

As time passed by, I realized that I should not find and close to Allah because of a man. I have to and must change my own perception that I have to love Allah more than everything in this world but not for the sake of a man. Allah will give us the best when we love him sincerely. Allah hears everything that we want. He never disappoints us. Only those who fail to love him will feel their doa were not granted. Never ever find Allah because u need the answer but find Allah because u knew that He is the best answer that we need most.

Laaah..missing again?

Last time I said my blog was in the Cleaning Process right? Naaahh..I didn't do anything though. It was just a dream to change the header and the sidebars. At last, the result is the same. Haha..

The very last post I did last year was on 31st Jan 2011. That time I was still in my internship period at Deloitte. Right after I finished it in May, we have a wonderful semester break. 3 months babe, load of things to do. Working or Training? I decided to choose training. FOC! cause the government paid for me RM13k. Wah that's a lot.

Sept 2011, I started with my final semester. Yet, this time was the most hectic time. I dont even have my leisure time. Weekends full with discussion. Somehow, it let us be more close to each other (if u fully committed, or else people H u).

2 weeks before final exams start, received a call from Deloitte. They offered me for an Audit Trainee position. Wah, happy! They want me to start immediately even though I havent received my result. Straight away I answered "Yupppppp!"

February 1st, 2012. I started my career in Audit. Later in April my position had been revised to Audit Staff Assistant 2. Happy right? A month before my confirmation as an employee of Deloitte, I sent a letter to HR. Guess what letter? Resignation letter. Am I tense being an auditor? Seriously no. People might think that I resigned because of the pressure. Totally wrong! I was just thinking that I wont go far in audit cause I never put an aim to be one of the audit partners.

July 16th, I reported myself at Sime Darby Global Services Centre Sdn Bhd in Wisma Sime Darby, KL. Now, I am in IT department. My position? Specialist, Business Performance Management (SAP BPC). Panjang kan nak baca. Now, I feel comfortable having my own desk, working with nice people. 2 weeks after, received a call from SD Plantation, offering me a post for Finance Exec. Thanks but no thanks. I don't plan to go deep into accounts. Now, I'm doing IT + Account. Much more interesting.

All I can say is, Thank you Allah for giving me this nikmat. I'm really grateful that you never forget me. I know that You always by my side all the time and forever.

I'm back!

Been a long time haven't updated my blog. Berhabuknye.. I think I shud clean it up abit. The latest one was in 2011, January? Now dah 2012 July. Lame dah tinggalkan dunia penulisan rupanya. Perhaps after this you guys will see me updating my blog frequently. Don't be rimas with me ok cause I have alot of things to tell you dear readers.


.......................CLEANING PROGRESS..........................

It was just 2 months!!

2 months being in corporate world.
4 months to go.
hope it ends well.

January said bye2.
February said hye2.

same goes to my age.
bye-bye 20.
i will meet a new one called 21.

I know that I can never make u happy

Pengorbanan itu menyakitkan
Pengorbanan itu menyeksakan
Pengorbanan itu membinasakan
Pengorbanan itu sia-sia

Even though we were being separated since ramadhan till Dec 19,
I never hate u..I care about u..I hope u were at home all the time.
3 weeks u are in Malaysia, I always plan something that can make u happy.

U said to me before that I will be ur driver, but then I'm currently working. No leave can be made for the interns. I did something bad just to make u happy. In returns, I got nothing. Just the 'ketakutan' covered my whole day and body. I can only bring u out at night or weekends only but u never want to understand me.

People makes mistakes. If I was rude to u don't take into heart. Confront me. I hate people talking behind my back.

Yesterday, I went back home at 6.30pm. I asked u and the others to accompany me to SACC but no one wants. I went to the bank alone, withdrew my allowance just to treat u and the others. I purposely bought u a slice of strawberry marshmallow cake and the others big apple's donuts but no one cares what i'm doing. I waited for almost 1 hour there just to get a fresh donuts. I went around all the shop lots alone. I hate walking here and there alone. End up, when I bring all the foods back home, nobody seems very interested. Disappointment covered my body again. My effort to make people happy worthless, priceless.

I sewed for u 2 baju kurungs but u seems not happy with that. U seems not going to bring back ur baju kurung. Sorry, I can't make a perfect baju kurung since I don't know how to sew the kain part.

Today is the holiday. I asked u for an outing at pyramid, but then u didn't said anything but u went to follow the other sister of yours to seri kembangan. Upset. I feel upset.

U said u don't wanna go to penang because u don't feel good. but u never thought of ur cousins that are waiting for u. u never thought of sending ur lil brother back to campus. at least he feels more spiritual to study hard. All u think is ur plan with ur other sister. Truly from my heart I wanna stay home too because I wanna be with u all but then, I don't feel it is a good idea because I will ruin all ur plans, so I decided to follow my parents to penang and see all my cousins. At least, i don't feel that terrible.

But somehow I feel great that u did this to me because I know I won't miss u that much when I send u back at the airport. I know tears won't fall down from my sepet eyes because I know I am just a black sheep in the family that always being left out by others.

Thanx for doing this to me. I love u so much even though u hated me.

Happy New Year everyone.

That old women really pissed me off!

I'm working today!!

I've been working for 4 days since 1 Dec.
Since the first day, I did filing.
Today also, I'm gonna do the filing but..

How about tomorrow?
Do I really have the chance to be like a Tax Assistant?

Oh by the way, I am a Vacation Trainee.
They call the interns as the VTs but not CHEAP LABOR!
It pissed me off.
We know we're being paid at the lowest cost.

We care about EXPERIENCE! not the ALLOWANCE!
Take note of that old lady!

Zaman silam terimbau kembali

Tepat jam 12.30 tengah hari pada 12/11/2010 tibanya aku di Kem PLKN Pelangi Hill Resort, Kerling..the best Kem PLKN in Selangor.

Masuk je dorm, teringat zaman sekolah dulu. Rindu tak terkira. Katil dan almari bersusun sederet. Lantai licin dan bersih. Same goes to their toilet.

Aku pasang cadar, dan tegangkan. Dalam dorm tu, cadar aku paling tegang. Tak kisah la nak turun pergi surau pun aku tegangkan jugak. Towel, aku tak sangkut kat luar almari yang macam orang lain buat.

Cakap pasal surau, sekali pun aku tak pernah solat dalam dorm. Tiap-tiap kali masuk waktu aku akan cuba datang awal. Benda ni aku tak pernah buat masa kat asrama. Sekarang baru terasa nak jadi budak baik. Haha. Aku sanggup bangun awal pagi semata-mata nak solat subuh berjemaah. Aku orang first bangun dalam dorm tu sementelah orang lain sibuk dibuai mimpi-mimpi indah mereka.

Novel tak dapat dipisahkan. Nasib aku bawak novel, kalau tak memang mati kutu la. Yang mana takde bahan bacaan, nota-nota dalam fail yang dapat dijadikan bahan bacaan. Itu pun apa benda sangatlah yang ada.

Kesimpulannya, duduk asrama ni memang memberi banyak pengajaran dan pengalaman termasuk yang pahit dan manis.

I miss SEPINTAR ='(

Warisan

Disini lahirnya sebuah cinta

Yang murni abadi sejati

Disini tersemai cita cita

Bercambah menjadi warisan

Andai ku terbuang tak diterima

Andai aku disingkirkan

Kemana harusku bawakan

Kemana harusku semaikan cinta ini

Betapa

Dibumi ini ku melangkah

Ke utara selatan timur dan barat

Ku jejaki

Aku

Bukanlah seorang perwira

Gagah menghunus senjata

Namun hati rela berjuang

Walau dengan cara sendiri

Demi cinta ini

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini

Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan

Aku lah penyambung warisan

Sejujurnya aku tidak pernah sesekali menghayati bait-bait lirik sesebuah lagu itu tetapi lagu Warisan oleh Allahyarham Sudirman yang penuh dengan mesej ini mampu membuatkan hatiku tersentuh.

Rangkap pertama menceritakan tentang tanah air kita yang tercinta dimana kita dilahirkan, tempat kita menimba ilmu, dan juga tempat kita mencari rezeki sehinggalah ke generasi akan datang.

Rangkap yang kedua pula mengisahkan tentang apa yang terjadi sekiranya negara kita sendiri dijajah oleh orang lain? Maka, hilanglah Melayu di tanah air, merempat kita di negara sendiri. Mahu kah kita melihat generasi kita dan yang akan datang seperti itu?

Rangkap ketiga pula tentang kehidupan kita di negara kita. Bebas melangkah kemana-mana.

Rangkap keempat boleh dihuraikan sebagai kita, bangsa Melayu era baru, berjuanglah mempertahankan tanah air kita dengan rela hati. Sanggupkah anda melihat tanah air kita diperkotak-katikkan? Lihat sahaja Lagu Negaraku Ku yang dinyanyikan oleh bangsa cina.

Rangkap yang terakhir, janganlah hanya duduk berdiam diri tanpa melakukan apa-apa. Kotakan lah janji kita supaya hidup kita dan generasi akan datang aman dan makmur.

Menghadiri program berkaitan kenegaraan tidak pernah memberikan ku kesan yang positif. Semuanya bagaikan mencurahkan air ke daun keladi. Program Destini Kenegaraan adalah program yang dapat memberi kesedaran yang mendalam tentang negara kita yang sedang diancam.

Teori R.A.H.M.A.N memang sangat menepati dimana ia menunjukkan 6 pemimpin-pemimpin kita di Malaysia semenjak kemerdekaan pada tahun 1957 hingga sekarang ini. Apakah pula nasib kita selepas tamatnya pemerintahan Datuk Seri Najib Razak? Siapakah pemimpin yang seterusnya?

Mungkinkah peristiwa pada tahun 1511 akan berulang sekali lagi pada tahun 2011?

Jagalah negara kita. Sayangkanlah negara kita sendiri kerana Melayu dan Bumiputera sekarang hanya bergantung kepada hak keistimewaan orang Melayu, agama Islam dan juga bahasa kebangsaan kita sendiri. Tanpa semua ini, hilanglah Melayu di tanah air sendiri.

Pesanan buat rakan-rakan yang sudah berumur lebih daripada 21 tahun, pergilah mendaftar sebagai pengundi dan undilah pemimpin anda sendiri kerana hak memilih ada pada tangan anda sendiri. Jangan marahkan orang lain jika pemerintahan jatuh pada tangan orang lain tetapi marahkan diri sendiri jika anda adalah salah seorang yang tidak menjalankan amanah yang diberi.

Semoga, sedikit sebanyak ini dapat membantu rakan-rakan menyedari bahawa pentingnya kita mempertahankan tanah air kita daripada dipegang oleh orang lain. Terima kasih.

Destini, BANGSAKU!!!

I will write when I think I wanna talk

This few days..really makes me feel bad..

Straight after my last paper, vrooosshhhh...off I go to Penang and get back home at 1.00am.
Feel sorry for ayah because he drove from Melaka to Shah Alam and fetch me and straight to Penang and back to Shah Alam back. He spent half of his day in the car. Driving all the way from south to north. I offered him once, twice, thrice..badly, Ibu was there, she was very afraid if others drive the car. Maybe we will drive like crazy..like teens always do.

Sunday..What did I do on Sunday? Perhaps tidying up the house..Oh, can't remember well.

Monday, got myself in my room watching Grey's Anatomy and How I Met Your Mother. Other than that? Oh, sleeping all day since my house was sparkled by the electric wire. No fan, no light, waiting for my uncle to come and repair.

Tuesday, having an appointment with the person in-charge for the Auditorium and meeting with the sponsors regarding conference hall, exhibition booth and also the dinner hall.

Wednesday, finished up with the backdrop and also poster for gala night since I was being asked to promote Gala Night. Owh, I can't find any caption that may attract people. I posted it in the group, and suddenly comment comes in. People commenting about my poster. I really didn't feel good at this time where I spent half of my days doing things that I wasn't supposed to do it, and suddenly people criticizing on my work. I am mad.

Today, my classmates are going to sit for their last paper at 9am, and I need to go to UiTM early in the morning just to settle all the unsettle things. Also having a meeting at 1pm and followed by my meeting after the grand meeting. Sorry friends, I'm not going to KLCC after the meeting.

Tomorrow, preparing myself for a camping at Kem PLKN Kerling. Its hard for me to keep away from camping because I love recreation things. I miss my school days. I wanna turn the time back so that I can be in my school back. I wanna go camping and have fun all the time without thinking of how hard being a university's student.

I'm back on Sunday, hope I can make it before night comes.

Jalan bersama-samanya sangat indah

Pada suatu hari, nak dijadikan cerita..

Ketika aku sampai sahaja di Multi Level Parking UiTM, aku ternampak sebuah kereta putih (kereta idamanku) sedang mencari tempat untuk memarkir keretanya juga. Banyak kereta pada hari itu dan semuanya sudah memenuhi ruangan kosong yang disediakan. Jadi, aku memarkir di hadapan kereta orang lain sedangkan dia memarkir di tempat yang betul.

Ketika sedang memanjat bukit menara SAAS, aku mendapati yang mereka yang menaiki kereta putih itu juga mengikuti jejak langkah ku untuk ke PTAR. Ku sangkakan yang mereka ingin ke kelas, rupanya tidak. Aku berjalan menaiki tangga PTAR, terdetik juga dihatiku 'Eh, mamat-mamat ni pun belajar kat sini juga ke?' Lalu aku terus menghantar SMS kepada rakanku yang sudah lama berada di PTAR tentang kehadiran mereka. Malang sekali mereka belajar di Aras 3 dan aku di Aras 4.

Setibanya di meja belajar, aku menceritakan tentang pertemuan aku dengan mereka pada rakan-rakanku. Mereka mula-mula tidak mempercayai dan kemudiannya mereka mempercayai sehingga sekarang.

Hahah, ko dah kena tipu ngan aku macip..aku x pernah cakap pon ngan mamat tu..borak pon jauh sekali..cakap dalam mimpi ngan die adalah..heheh..jangan marah yerrr..yang jalan beriringan pun x jugakk..die jalan belakang aku adalah..haha..lepas ni, tukar la tempat, belajar kat tempat lain pula eh..hahahaa..

Ikhlas dari kawan ko yang suke menipu.. =)

Rempah Kari Udang Hitam

Have you ever heard about Rempah Kari Udang Hitam? Itu sebenarnya adalah masakan khas resepiku.

Saturday morning,
I feel like cooking. So, I asked my mum what to cook for breakfast. She said "Jemput-jemput ngan udang ragau taruk cili ngan bawang besar sekali". I mixed up all the ingredients and she fried it. Everyone was enjoyed with the Jemput-jemput Udang Ragau.

After finished breakfast,
Ibu: Apa ibu nak masak harini eh? Angah, awak pandai masak ape eh?
Me: Sambal sardin, sambal udang, sotong kicap reti lah.
Ibu: Tapi semalam dah makan ikan. Masak udang lah.
Me: Udang apa? Kari? Kicap? Sambal? Lemak?
Ibu: Karilah. Awak reti masak tak?
Me: Tak pernah,tapi cara-cara nak buat tau lah.
Ibu: Masukkan sekali kentang nanti. Masak sekali kubis.
Me: Ok!

I cleaned up the table and wash all the dishes and straight away went upstairs to study.
Click! The clock shows sharp at 11. Oh, my little sister. Need to fetch her from tuition centre. Ibu and ayah went out to fixed their house at section 19. After that I started cooking.

The first part was tumis daun kari. Succesful! Bau naik and put in the white and red onion until it smells. After that put in 3 senduk of rempah kari udang babas. Here comes the unexpected part.
Nak kering mcam nak terhangus pulak. tambah la minyak lg. It turns into black. i put water but it didnt help at all. Panic came all over my body. I let it on the stove for couple of minutes. The colour still didnt change at all. So, I decided to throw away the previous one and cook using a new rempah. Luckily the second part of Rempah Kari is Rempah Kari Udang Normal. Yeah, I did it on my own.

Ibu told me, if u are not used to it, try to put the rempah kari in a cup of water first, then you put it in the periuk. Ok! Next time gonna try again. Heheh. Thanx for the useful information.

jangan jual ikan

Lingkup lah nelayan if i said "Stop selling fishes."
dan kebulur jugak lah orang yang makan ikan.
hilang sumber utama protein.
nanti laut tu dipenuhi oleh ikan je sampai mengalahkan populasi manusia sendiri.

tapi tak lingkup seseorang tu if they STOP BEING SELFISH!
tak salah if u help someone who really needs your help.
It happen rarely.
bukannye bile minta tu mempergunakan.
cuma memerlukan.

Ada ubi ada batas, ada ubi ada balas.
Budi baik dibalas baik, perkara jahat...lu pikir la sendiri...